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home - ‏‏‎jordanisdead lyrics

[verse: jordanisdead]

lamb of the lord, will i stand on my sword?
my head in the clouds, can i land on the floor?
offer you my eye, a token of atonement
offer me the world, im hopeless and im frozen
thought it was a dream, you said i was chosen
if love is eternal, why you only here for moments?
paraplegic because n0body standing by me
turn my city to a citadel, when the f*ck can i be*

[hook: jordanisdead]

be home, be home, be*
(turn my city to a citadel, when the f*ck can i be?)
be homе, be home, be
(turn my city to a citadеl, when the f*ck can i be?)

[verse: jordanisdead]

it’s midnight and i see the sun
please offer me the shelter from eclipse, i cannot run
please tell me i’m the one
if i knew that i’d be alone i never woulda sung
is the f*cking promise buried?
they said to find the guidance and then burned the monastery
am i welcome, or a burden?
i won’t find the answer here, i’ll just continue searching
[verse: jordanisdead]

all of my life, i search for land where i can blossom
search the peaks of mountains, and the valleys at the bottom
maybe searching for guidance, searching for comfort
we brothers in spring, and ghosts by summer
been invited and evicted, am i a victim or nomadic?
i been searching so long, i don’t think that i’ve ever had it
i been bandaged and abandoned, branded, and demanded
every home reveals to be facade or fantasy, i panic
back in school, i wore different clothes from my friends
different music, different tastes, didn’t understand the trends
i jotted lines inside a notebook and then kept it hidden
in my school, to be creative seemed to be forbidden
but by the end of 9th grade i found what it was meant for
i was gifted confidence through my first mentor
he sharpened my pen, taught me the might of my words
showed me being unique was a gift and not a curse
finally i found friends that seemingly believed in me
but one by one, they really seemed to just be leaving me
my mentor spoke so potent, so much wisdom i had learned
but when the next year started, he left without a word
ever since then i been searching for my home
adopting all these styles, exploring on my own
reflections of so many worlds, i’m practically a clone
that’s the reason that they can’t define me when alone
im a shadow of the light before me, take the pen and write the story
hate to cut my tongue, but f*ck i like the glory
forever searching for community with unity
truthfully, every home has a surface that is beautifully
defined, every fragile facade is a fantasy
i’ve worn the armor of the different clans and families
i’ve bled for people who i found was never understanding me
auctioned off my wings to anyone who ran to me
spent my life feeling inferior to those next to me
no wonder there isn’t any feathers left to see
they ask me who i am, please give me an identity
destination desolate, is destitute my destiny?
endlessly drifting at sea, should i join a ship of pirates
or just keep on swimming praying maybe see an island
i been traveling forever, near a decade with no home
bleeding out, f*ck it, am i f*cking meant to be alone?
[hook: jordanisdead]

be home, be home, be*
(i been traveling forever, near a decade with no home)
be home, be home, be
be home, be home, be*
(turn my city to a citadel, when the f*ck can i be?)
be home, be home, be
(turn my city to a citadel, when the f*ck can i be?)

[outro: jordanisdead]

everywhere i travel they exploit my fantasy
or they will vandalize my vanity
the canary sings in every path that i explore
maybe i shouldn’t adopt the habits i deplore
the avian cries as the mine begins to swallow me
she whispers to me, that you cannot fly with hollow wings
i swore i’d find my home but i can’t promise to follow through
i suppose i’ll find the solace in the solitude

- jordanisdead lyrics

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