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beauty in imperfection - jontavian barber lyrics

i was self-centered
selfish as h-ll
i was living in greed
i was so relentless
mad at the world
when the problem was me
i’m h-lla flawed
ain’t ever think i was better than y’all
it’s my story so let me tell it
ain’t yo time so don’t be jealous
had problems didn’t compromise
i never swallowed my pride
yelling and angry
with att-tude problems
hurting inside
f-ck you
f-ck him
f-ck her
f-ck that
was my mentality
was rude confused bruised
headed for catastrophe
i stole from people
i got exposed for people
i owe some people
got things i shouldn’t of told some people
was addicted to m-st-rbation
p-rn was infatuated
was chasing the validation
wasn’t focus or concentrating
on me
when i got a million people waiting on me
i was feeling weak and people threw all they
frustrations me
i almost buckled i struggled
dreams gave up on a couple
i thought i knew it all i didn’t
but i replied reb-ttals was holding grudges
didn’t think i could change my life
was accustomed
to being scared to face my fears
i wasted so many years i disappeared
i was depressed
the lord grabbed me said i’m his
you can change go be progressive
it’s beauty in imperfection
i ain’t perfect but i’ll never be
i’m so imperfect gotta let it be
but i believe i destiny
and secondly
i’m aiming for longevity
but i can’t claim it if i do not find the rest of me
watch it do it successfully
i ain’t perfect but i’ll never be
i’m so imperfect gotta let it be
but i believe i destiny
and secondly
i’m aiming for longevity
but i can’t claim it if i do not find the rest of me
watch it do it successfully
back on the ropes was feeling low
the weed i smoked
it had me going broke
them drugs can’t make you happy
temporary high was trying to cope
with things that only god can shift
got on my knees and talked and him
getting my life together
so one day i can go walk with him
realized it’s not about your flesh
your soul you can’t neglect
then i realized that i’m not like i’m rest
i’m not scared to express feelings
don’t keep em suppressed
to fix the problem i addressed em
jumped the hurdles i am blessed
i must confess i was obsessed
with trying to be the best was c-cky
who gone stop me how i felt
i overcame it change my ways now my dreams
can manifest
bout action not intellect
my feelings i must protect i must correct
my flawed past then i project
to help the next
don’t you fall for the deception
cuz it won’t get you nothing
we born into sin
some of us born into rejection
got freedom in your possession
don’t lose your sense of direction
love your flaws, forget acceptance
it’s beauty in imperfection
i ain’t perfect but i’ll never be
i’m so imperfect gotta let it be
but i believe i destiny
and secondly
i’m aiming for longevity
but i can’t claim it if i do not find the rest of me
watch it do it successfully
i ain’t perfect but i’ll never be
i’m so imperfect gotta let it be
but i believe i destiny
and secondly
i’m aiming for longevity
but i can’t claim it if i do not find the rest of me
watch it do it successfully
feel like an open wound that can’t be closed up
needed to run to god
but i ignored em and chose love
learning my lesson
is what going through my karma
moved away from my family
i was beefing with my mama
me and my brother finally having conversations
man i swear he used to hate me
my sister got taken away
mama thought she lost her baby
d-mn jon you getting big
a n-gga started gaining weight
made me feel so insecure
but it’s alright i’m okay
i’m a solider
gotta crawl through mud
to reach the mountain and go over
i’m breaking through the barriers and dodging all the boulders
grandma raised me well
i need to listen if i fall and can’t get up
she gone be right there like i told you
jon you grown now
if sh-t go wrong gotta handle it on your own now
look up to god and thank him i’m making this song now
was a point in time where
i was going the wrong route
kissing on the internet
attracting the wrong crowd
i ain’t perfect but i’ll never be
i’m so imperfect gotta let it be
but i believe i destiny
and secondly
i’m aiming for longevity
but i can’t claim it if i do not find the rest of me
watch it do it successfully
i ain’t perfect but i’ll never be
i’m so imperfect gotta let it be
but i believe i destiny
and secondly
i’m aiming for longevity
but i can’t claim it if i do not find the rest of me
watch it do it successfully

- jontavian barber lyrics

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