something new - jokernapier4-20 lyrics
[verse 1]
hate this feeling, i got inside of me
i’m not willing to come out and party
like i use to be
i never knew i would turn into this monster
i never knew that i would break my mother
i never knew he would leave and he calls that a father
why am i not surprised
get the gun, pull the trigger, now i’m dead
let me get a drink or two
i can sip all day how about you?
i’m just trying to have fun
i got nothing else to do
i might as well sing my blues
i’m tired of giving people clues
i went downtown to see the moon
and i was like, ”d-mn, i am so f-cking depressing”
alright let me try something new
[chorus]
i try to die
but i gotta do something new
i gotta do what i gotta do
we all want to die
but compaction fills your mind
stress just blow our time
losing all your money every dime
i need something new
before i tie this noose
[verse 2]
well god d-mned my life to be so f-cking depressing
step-dad threatening me to kick me the f-ck out
when i turning eighteen
i don’t care at all, i just wanna fall
i wanna die by slitting my throat
or probably get hang by a noose
or maybe i’ll just jump off the roof
you say i can’t have any fun
f-ck that sh-t, you take it all back
or i’ll jack that sh-t matter of fact
i’m done with you b-tch, taking him back to the past
where he belong, stay there for eternity
i hate you ‘cause you left me
i would pray to god but lucifer would listen to me
alright, hold up, let me calm down just a little bit
i wish-no, i don’t wish, i wanna talk about the past
without getting mad but when i get to the end
f-ck i’m always sad
trying to try something new
i’m always fed up with the people
what they want me to do
what they want me to be
is nothing new to me
[chorus/verse 3]
i try to live my life
but i gotta do something new
i gotta do what i gotta do
we all want to die
but compaction fills your mind
stress just blow our time
losing all your money every dime
i need something new
before i tie this noose
this poison in veins
i got nothing to lose
my heart is all cold in pain
people judge me as a fool
well-that sh-t is about to change
i’ma lose my mind
f-ck it let me go insane
it’s about godd-mn time
for me to do something that not right
i’m fed up on every day i f-ckin cry
so i’m gonna die
like i said on the other line
i can’t even do the harm to myself no lie
can’t divide this anger
it’s just keep coming faster and faster
can’t stop it, turning into this monster
sorry to you, you only, mother
i can’t change the way i broke you
even the way he left
calling himself a father
it’s about time i do something new
[chorus]
i’m not gonna try
doing something new
doing what i gotta do
we all want to die
f-ck these compaction that fills your mind
stress just blow our time
losing all your money every dime
i need something new
before i tie this noose
this poison in veins
i got something to lose
my heart is all cold in pain
and i don’t want to lose you
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