anonumous - jojo ali lyrics
[verse 1]
she used to be my everything
in my dreams, would even envision wedding rings
but to her;
i ain’t amount to anything
just another body;
and even then that’s only if she noticed me;
and every night i’d go to sleep
i’d pray the next day that she would notice me.-
my first heartbreak, imari wasn’t even my girl
emilia talked, lemme give my side to the world, sh-t
freshman year high school, was covered up by a t-tle
people calling us goals, looking at us like idols;
tell a girl i like you;
in a picture right beside you;
hit the internet and get a chance of yo sh-t going viral
they wanna be like you
relationship like you
how i tell these people they she make me suicidal?
k!lled my confidence, and my defense is up in my notes
writin fightin for survival, fighting tyson in his prime tho, ima lose
i wasn’t happy; lacking stability
how yo significant other become yo enemy?
drain you of yo energy?
attacking you mentally
turn a phrase to switch blade, slice you in half like symmetry
had me feeling less than i were;
less than my worth;
i would stop talkin, i lessened my words
a lot of sh-t i learned was just a lesson from her
i wanna leave, and if i don’t, i’d be heading from earth
i met imari in the hallway
highlight of my day
i focus on her eyes, as she’s walkin my way
don’t wanna move;
don’t wanna migrate;
we already locked eyes, wonder what she’d might say
she said i looked like donald glover
and smiled, the first time that we saw each other
i knew i wasn’t sh-t for real;
but i was used to it, cause that’s how millie made me feel
time goes by, she running through my mind
chillin millie can’t look into her eyes
this toxic relationship feel like suicide
end it now or ever;
my n-gga do or die. –
but deep down i love her don’t really want her to leave
cause i don’t want no other n-gga f-ckin but me
i’m h-lla insecure but i was 14
the homies told me gotta do what’s best for me, so sh-t
-phone call-
[verse 2]
so yea, i’m single as f-ck, back on the market
my homie keyshawn had told me go hop on imari
i’m new to this, i just got out a relationship
it’s way too early for me to be on some crazy sh-t
he told me that the old jo woulda did it;
this new n-gga right here, this n-gga chicken
i had to show this n-gga that he trippin
like what the f-ck you sippin;
i put my big boy pants on, and then i slid in
-more brief talking-
[verse 3]
now we texting everyday;
a smile on my face
even when she message me late
got me thinkin about our future dates, whenever we conversate
and it’s like chess, i’m thinkin about the next, move, that i gotta make
it gotta be great
kinda got to know her
feelings didn’t lower
different music taste from the others cause she was older
but i was in the same boat
basically was the same tho
aye jo;
brain don’t;
really operate as the same old;
n-ggas she used to mess with
so i thought we was coo
she said that we should stop talkin, and i just told her coo
told me that i was young, i said, “you only up by two”;
and i can make a layup then we can lay up and we’d be coo
she said to me it’s deeper that;
but you ain’t feeling me
you 16, i’m 18, grown, headed to bigger things
it wiped my dreams to smithereens, but we would still chat
but i knew it was over the moment she said that;
the feeling you feeling, isn’t mutual with one another;
you look like at me like a queen, i see you as my little brother
you a youngster
you gave me ya number, thinking that, “i love her”;
but you know when i head up to college, ima find another
[verse 4]
couldn’t cope with being ya brother;
my lover, had hit my chest;
lead me on, and led me to stress;
and depression, pressing the b-ttons;
projecting feelings i couldn’t express through rappin or nothin;
but knowing later, to somebody’s daughter, ima mean something
something
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