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23 pain real - johnny quenno lyrics

[verse]
i feel like i will never heal
can’t n0body understand the pain i feel
all these scars run too deep
i’m only weird because that’s what the people paint me to be
i only wanted to find love and always ended up being the creep
will i ever find peace?
it’s only chaos where i live
i hate myself so much
i hate to exist
i never got to live a normal life
because i was a disabled kid
i got bullied in school and always treated like sh*t
insecurities and i’m ashamed of who i’m is
i never in my life wanted to do drugs
my brain is damaged and my mind is f*cked
the girl i was in love with got gang banged by the guys that beat me up and left me bleeding
i was swallowing pills
she was swallowing s*m*n
i still have nightmares when i’m dreaming
i wake up crying, sweating and shaking
i hate sleeping
ptsd and ocd
i’m f*cked up by just thinking of the feeling
i’m traumatised by just being alive
i f*cked up so much
i deserve to die

- johnny quenno lyrics

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