the undoing - johnée lyrics
[verse]
i got tickets for the end of the world
two seats in the front row
i was wondering if you would like to come and maybe we can catch up
i know what i did was wrong and i’m sorry
i’ve always been a little bit smothering
i got mother instincts with all of my friends
i’m a lot, i put the art in arteries
my heart is a no man’s land
i try to keep everyone glued tight but it seems like nothing i do is right and nothing i say makes sense
i play pretend and fantasize about things i can’t prevent from happening
for instance, life and all*in between
i’m still young and sweet but i’m no longer sixteen
it’s just a song, but the lyrics mean something to me
i miss the music, i think about these people sometimes
but it’s too deep and it’s easier to never ask why
why would friends who spent a year of their lives
never speak again and then say h*llo to strangers
like there’s a place for rent in their minds since you’ve been kicked out without a warning
i believe it’s what they call growing apart
they were supposed to glow in the dark
but the minute they see your soul, they show you who they are
when my grandma passed, i was such a mess
and some people rose up from the dead
i tried my best to act like i didn’t care so maybe they would stay
but there’s an empty sp*ce they left and i couldn’t replace it with anyone else
the shape in my chest in unmatched
it’s too delicate for me to approach, he said to me and i quote:
”i’m sorry for your loss”
well, you should be ’cause when i needed the most
no one was there for me, it didn’t even crossed their thoughts
i made amends with common sense and ignorance taught me how to cope
but i still get caught up in the what*the*f*cks
maybe it was the mania, i don’t know why i sent that
maybe i lost it and i thought i could be friends with an ex
you didn’t reply but i got the message
you still act like nothing happened
maybe for you, but i felt it
maybe i’m way too dramatic and you just don’t have the time
i think i’m losing my mind
but how do you lose something you still have to find
it’s crazy in here, you don’t wanna know the things i hide
you should fear my dark side
i was all over the place, blood, sweat and tears on my face
but now i wanna make them cry
i was mean but i’m justified ’cause this is the end
and revenge is a cruel valentine
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