worth it - joey nieves lyrics
[verse 1]
please, excuse me
if lately i’ve been distant
these pessimistic thoughts
just keep on f*cking up my vision
i try to block em out but paranoia starts to kick in
feel so alone can’t trust a soul that be living
not even myself
my inner demon screaming he can help
knowing that i’m weak and ain’t giving a f*ck about my health
so what am i to do?
regroup and try to save my fate?
or go back down a road i’m knowing that i can’t escape?
it’s f*cked up
wanna get the f*ck up out this place
this depression, neglecting, every blessing in my face
i feel stuck up
and i don’t really want to talk about it
rather isolate myself and let the hate just build around it like
[chorus]
i don’t wanna feel this way
i don’t wanna be ashamed
of everything that i’ve done in the past
and every mistake that i’ve ever made
so what am i suppose to do?
living life without a clue
watch the hands of time pass by
my reflection haunts everything i do
[verse 2]
as the smoke fills my lungs
the pain leaves my chest
i can’t feel i’m numb
still i run far away from reality
shove away all my problems
and everything that’s challenging
why must i feed off anything that’s negative?
when i’m laying down in my bed my head is replaying sh*t
ain’t no replacing the resentment that i hang with it
just keep on stacking up until the pain is all that stays in
yeah, when i look inside the f*cking mirror
i see the monster i’ve created and my stomach fills with fear
don’t wanna sound like i’m just b*tching but this sh*t is all sincere
so i’m hanging up the noose making sure the end is near now
[chorus]
i don’t wanna feel this way
i don’t wanna be ashamed
of everything that i’ve done in the past
and every mistake that i’ve ever made
so what am i suppose to do?
living life without a clue
watch the hands of time pass by
my reflection haunts everything i do
[bridge]
so sick of running in circles
can’t ever make it ahead
some days i wake up say f*ck it
i’d rather lay in my bed
s*d*stic visions repeat themselves in just play in my head
same sh*t different day, always playing defense
i feel the pressure i guess i never learn my lesson
always second guessing every decision that i am pressed with
man, f*ck this house, f*ck this job, just desert it
cause the voice inside my head keep telling me that i ain’t worth sh*t
[chorus]
i don’t wanna feel this way
i don’t wanna be ashamed
of everything that i’ve done in the past
and every mistake that i’ve ever made
so what am i suppose to do?
living life without a clue
watch the hands of time pass by
my reflection haunts everything i do
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