beautiful dreamer - joel sieradzan lyrics
[verse]
ahem, mm
although i put all of my trust in god, i’d be lying if i said
i wasn’t f*cking lost on why things gotta happen how they do
but there’s just sh*t some you’ll never know why and what’s the
cause of, and look i’m sorry that i cursed father, i just need to
know do i really gotta work harder? like am i not doing enough
or is it still not my time yet? cause i said it was back when
i first started, and now it’s just getting embarrassing for me
i won’t lie, my siblings and parents haven’t seen not a dime
from this sh*t that i really promised ’em would give ’em everything
that they could fathom in a dream, and i know that it isn’t all
about the money, i adore this art form, but i’m calling out to
nothing when i put my heart and soul into this and it feels like
n0body even listens and all this mouth is running is a bunch of
words that’ll fade into obscurity and it is scary, i don’t want
the daily news in here with an obituary saying “local man dies”
“this is the location of the service” with a statement from
my peers and a picture there it’s, morbid but true, cause the more
life goes on, and the stalling i do, i feel like i’m gonna end up
so fed up, it’ll never better and all the things i thought that
i’d pursue will just cease to exist in my mind, dreams broken like
a piece of a crystal in time, these lonely mics seem like a distant
reminder he hoped too high and he really missed with the rhymes
that he once used to spit, man, i feel like i’m so done with this sh*t
but at the same time i’m not, i’m so close, man, i don’t even know
d*mn
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