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promises - jj shadow lyrics

feeling the fear
can’t even look in the mirror
babe i can’t even look at myself
now i been by myself for some years
i find it hard to connect
on a quest to find you taking steps
on this mountain i climb lay to rest
i remember the time that we met
didn’t wanna take your light away
i wanted to share it but here i am breaking your spirit
just for another
into the mist you get covered but losing your love got me tearing up all of these walls
breaking the windows i built for your loss
i realised i’m missing you i’m falling off
it’s hurting me deep in the smog
i travel ’til i get lost
where is my god now
they tried to tell me to calm down
stay up through the night til the dawns out
i been praying that one day you’ll come round
every sparkle i see in the sky
praying you’ll reach me as i start to cry
knowing i’m wrong as your song sings in mind
hated when you said goodbye
i wish that i tried harder
to the father i might need this final offer
reunion with no communion
my betrayal made you off it
to be honest, ironic cause now i’m barely existing
these promises i broke got me lifted
cause baby i been too f*cked up from the past
i tried to let it go but it keeps coming back
even when i say i’ve grown
i’m still feeling attached
i should’ve known better but i guess it’s too bad
but baby i been too f*cked up from the past
i tried to let it go but it keeps coming back
even when i say i’ve grown
i’m still feeling attached
i should’ve known better but it keeps coming back

my mind is f*cked
i’ve had enough
nowadays i just be calling your bluff
i been tryna make my way through the mud
you said you’d help me but you held me up
you f*cked me up
made all these promises
all your fake love got me feeling so conscience
of all your actions the constant attacking
but is it that tragic or am i just talking sh*t
i can never tell if people acting around me
i would just see through em but i’m always doubting
i say i found my wings so why am i drowning
the light that i swim in surrounds me
when i was lost you had found me
but when you give me your love and respect
that’s the exact type of sh*t i deflect
i don’t know how to accept
i just been wishing for death
that was back when i tried cheating on ex
i was blacked out i thought nothing was left
then me and her split up
so i could not forgive myself for that sh*t yes i did make a mess
tried picking up pieces resorted to drinking
i never tried thinking bout how people felt
destroying myself so when you gave me help
i went off the deep end and crashed into h*ll
or at least how that’s how it felt
so i always put them walls up
thought i would never be strong enough
to forgive all the trauma that i created
but i made it and we still came through
but forgive me if you say you love me and i don’t say it too
cause i’m too f*cked up from the past
i tried to let it go but it keeps coming back
even when i say i’ve grown
i’m still feeling attached
i should’ve known better but i guess it’s too bad
but baby i been too f*cked up from the past
i tried to let it go but it keeps coming back
even when i say i’ve grown
i’m still feeling attached
i should’ve known better but it keeps coming back

i should’ve known better
i should’ve known better
i can’t make no promises
that i can’t keep forever
i should’ve known better
i could’ve done better
if i could change the past
then i’d make us last forever
i should’ve known better
i should’ve known better
i can’t make no promises
that i can’t keep forever
i should’ve known better
i could’ve done better
if i could change the past
then i’d make us last forever
i promise i won’t lose control
but if i go i’ll let you know
i promise i won’t lose your soul
cause when i die i’ll let you go
i promise i won’t lose control
but if i go i’ll let you know
i promise i won’t lose your soul
cause when i die i’ll let you go

- jj shadow lyrics

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