torture (please help me...) - jewlz lyrics
(verse 1)
where my head be at? wake up in the mornin’ where my dead beat dad?
i’m so f-cked up in the mind that i don’t care if my heart don’t beat that’s sad
put down the blunt i picked up the liquor anything to speed the process up quicker
i hang wit friends because they my n-ggas but they don’t know my head just got sicker
i need help, please someone help me, yellin’ to the world but you don’t hear me
only time you ever f-ckin’ listen is when i’m puttin’ my pain into a rhythm & express it lyrically
broke as f-ck i can’t buy sh-t, got a n-gga thinkin’ that he should die quick
slit wrist in the bathroom it ain’t even sad dude what the f-ck am i waitin’ for?
they told me if, death knocks on my door don’t answer it
but he’s callin’ callin’ keep callin’ callin’ left voicemails like “don’t cancel this”
it’s your time now, you just said how you wanna die now
i can take your life right now,” & i’m like “how the f-ck can i possibly leave life now?”
van, nov, please can you make this pain, stop
sh-t bout to make my brain, pop, i’m k!llin’ myself & i can’t, stop
i looked for god.. & i found the devil
we almost made that deal but i knew that contract last forever
(hook)
let me take your soul, let me give you fortune
you think you on fire now, i’m bout to have to you scorchin’
yeah have your fun, soon i’ma have mine
when i drag you down to my realm & prepare for your torture
(verse 2)
yo nov real talk.. take me to church dawg
this pain really hurts dawg, my chest ain’t got no pulse dawg
i’m so gone right now what the f-ck was i even tryna smoke dawg?
this sh-t ain’t weed this smoke ain’t supposed to make me choke dawg
yo van real talk.. you is like a brother to me
ya fam took me in yo mom forever a 2nd mother to me
i need you man.. please hear me callin’
tears in my eyes this sh-t i can’t hide no more this sh-t is wrong and
everytime a n-gga stand up, life come & knock a n-gga right back down
i try to stay positive & keep my chest up but i’m crackin’ now
it’s like.. i’m crippled can’t move, sleep all night in a bad mood
nightmares creepin’ when i’m sleepin’ sh-t it’s like a tattoo
cuz the pain is permanent, the devil got the needle & he writin’ his signature
in the back of my head, sh-t am i dead? this sh-t that turns you into a k!ller
one time for my n-ggas.. y’all my family
& i’m that fallen angel.. so sad to see
(hook)
(outro)
i looked for god.. & i found the devil (x4)
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