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taken - jewlz lyrics

[intro]
yo… zero…
ayo this record ain’t meant to make you feel some type of way
you feel me?
but if you feel me…
let me know

[hook]
oh..
can’t anybody see?
you’ve got to want to find me
never find our way
regardless of what they say

[verse]
fear could easily fill the room
& fill your heart up wit a feeling of doom
remember lookin’ out the window of the projects back in new york
at age 3 crazy feelin’ like you never knew your
mother but she behind you but you look out that window
you see somebody else you let the tears flow, for years i didn’t know
what was going on, but i just knew this wasn’t home to me
i had a mother who didn’t have love for me
abandoned, abused, that’s what they had told me
a little f-ckin baby i was, they wouldn’t hold me
anybody who know me know the scar on my arm
was caused to me by my mom cuz she enjoyed causing me harm
cryin all day long i was put up in that closet
cuz i was cryin she ain’t know how to stop it
i was the first born of a new generation my destination
wasn’t here when i was 3 that’s when i was taken
it’s quite amazin’.. crazy i don’t know my father either
for all i know my mama he prolly beat her
if you just now tunin’ in, or now payin’ attention
rewind this back & listen to everything that i been spittin’
i’m tryna tell you what a f-ckin’ child had to witness
what i’m givin’ you is realness, i don’t care if you don’t feel this
i don’t care about a lot of sh-t, pain i got a lot of it
i’m tryna exercise my demons cuz they look all outta shape
i like to smoke a lot of weed & visit different odysseys
there’s a lot of sh-t in my mind that i wish that all of you can see
what you oughta see is how a child such as me
came up outta poverty & grew up livin’ properly
mama told me shut ya mouth your music don’t need concern the
sh-t you had to deal wit growin’ up but mama you’re the
reason why i’m this strong, to me this isn’t wrong
take it as me as praisin’ you up in my songs
i know you don’t like me smokin’ but it’s the only thing that
brings me back to peace i’m tryna leave that
habit in the past but i doubt that it will ever leave
since my first hit it’s been a part of me, guess that’s cuz it probably
runs, in my family history
but mama know the man who ej-cul-ted me, isn’t me
yeah he created me but didn’t raise me
that’s why 22 years later don’t care what he would say to me
this is my art my release my heart my p-ssion
to me this isn’t even rappin’
this is me talkin’ to the demons that haunt me
growin’ up as a child the other kids would taunt me
sayin’ that i don’t, have a mommy.. honestly
this rap sh-t is a call to me
remember pickin’ up the phone cuz she would call me
sayin’ “i love you justin” i ain’t respondin’ properly
you posed to be my mom instead i’m livin’ wit someone else
you live up in new york wit my brother & sister & whoever else
is supposed to be my family instead i am oblivious
because i live wit this woman who really gives a sh-t
about how i may turn out.. it’s my turn now
show her everything that i have learned now
this is my apology
to you & my father who didn’t love me like you could’ve properly
mama told me that you carry hate inside ya heart
you’re mad at 2 people you never see just let it out
i’m mad at 2 people who wasn’t there, when they shoulda been
aborted i prolly shoulda been, remember they said that i coulda been
mama wasn’t ready to have me
daddy wasn’t ever a daddy
a child all alone man it’s sad to see
if god painted me then i’m his beautiful tragedy
zero

[outro]
how can it feel this wrong?
from this moment
how can it feel this wrong?

- jewlz lyrics

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