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be somebody else - jessica boudreaux lyrics

i wanna be somebody else
don’t think these wounds are gonna heal themselves
i dug in deep
i gave it all
thought i found water but it was salt
i wanna believe that we’ll be
80 years old on the porch swing
time once felt certain now it’s diseased
it’s the not knowing that getting to me

i wanna be somebody else
for just a while to reset
maybe then i could forget it all
certain things are better to not know
i’ll try to choose what i believe
instead of picking apart what i need
blind faith could surely get me far
but i’m grasping for any f*cking ounce of control

i play my fear back on repeat
to find the sp*ces i don’t need
discarded names i couldn’t keep
i tried em’ on but i’m still me
yeah sure i try to change my clothes
pretend i care, strike a models pose
they sniff me out that’s how it goes
that’s how it goes
they always know
i wanna stand before the coals
brilliantly hot under my soles
if pain could teach me about loss
maybe it could get me down from this cross
i wanna believe things work out
i wanna feel my hope compound
to access kindness for myself
the kind of grace i just tossed around

- jessica boudreaux lyrics

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