i cry alone - jaytekz lyrics
[verse 1]
aye tell the truth
i don’t even know where to begin
i’ve been so confused and patience has been wearing thin
so i create these beats to try and give me peace of mind
hoping i release these thoughts that have intertwined
within my heart, soul, and spirit i need clarity
cause all this pain that i’ve been feeling has been scaring me
like why am i this way
all these thoughts in disarray
i just pray one day that all this hurt will dissipate
it’s been a couple months since i sat and wrote a song
and all these troubled months make me feel like i don’t belong
up in this music sh-t
i feel like i’m losing it
i try and speak my heart but i feel like i’m mute and sh-t
f-ck
or maybe that’s just all inside my head
and maybe i’m the reason why these tears always shed
or maybe i just gotta’ snap the f-ck up out this mess
or maybe i’m just meant to hate myself and be depressed
[chorus]
i really wish i had some answers now
all these questions really weigh me down
lately it’s been hard to crack a smile
i cry alone when no one’s around
i really wish i had some answers now
all these questions really weigh me down
lately it’s been hard to crack a smile
i cry alone when no one’s around
[verse 2]
i try my best to give the best of me
i write this poetry in hopes one day it sets me free
i open up my wounds so i can help you cope with yours
the rain will vanish soon and sunshine will be restored
haha, but who the f-ck am i to preach to you
when i’m still lost myself and struggling to see it through
feel like a hypocrite cause, i don’t take my own advice
i write these scrips and sh-t but, i don’t play these roles in life
it’s obvious that i’m unstable and i got my issues
i feel disabled mentally from all the sh-t i been through
heart broken, i start choking when tryna’ vent
my heart’s stolen and cut open from past events
f-ck
i’m sad and happy with this life i live
one day i’m happy and the next wanna’ jump off a cliff
d-mn
i hope one day i finally find some balance
i hope i find some peace of mind somewhere throughout this madness
[chorus]
i really wish i had some answers now
all these questions really weigh me down
lately it’s been hard to crack a smile
i cry alone when no one’s around
i really wish i had some answers now
all these questions really weigh me down
lately it’s been hard to crack a smile
i cry alone when no one’s around
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