daydreamin' - jay connor lyrics
(prod. sxbvstixn)
(verse)
i remember the first night that i ever saw you
so beautiful and free , i thought i wanted all of you
took me a while to realize that the love we had was not true
the prettiest smiles can be the ones that break you and haunt you
i hate you , but i want you
but i remember that night of checking the gram’
i thought you were so beautiful , looking at your body
until i saw his hand
i automatically imagined dragging your body to the beach , digging you in the sand
your love is twisted , i actually thought i would be your man
but of f*ckin’ course you had other plans
and now i’m in the homies’ whip , imagining kicking open your door
“baby you’re so beautiful, but too bad you had to act like a wh0re
and now i’m here alone laying next to your bl**dy corpse
i guess i truly loved you more”
and i thought i would bring you light
but i had to set you free , so i took your life
love isn’t always rainbows and b*tterflies
it also includes sacrifice , and i love looking into your beautiful eyes
i imagine you staring back , but without the bullsh*t and negative vibes
f*ck it!
these dreams are stuff i need to let go
for now i should live my life driving without any signs , barely touching the pedals
“life’s a b*tch” and so are you , you left me with so many issues i still gotta get settled
but f*ck it
it’s time to move on , so i can be focused on myself
but when your name pops in my phone , i still wanna give you heaven even though you put me through h*ll
and now i’m riding around with my stomach full of bubbly
thinking about crashing into you while i’m drunk driving and jumping out the front seat
losing myself in you , but you don’t even exist
only as a product of my insecurities
i wish that i could k!ll you , but that would take me everything
and i don’t have the strength or energy to go about doing it maturely
2 options , me or you
who’s gonna meet their maker first?
ads(aids) on this barrel of your love
guaranteed to make your face burn
day dreamin” of the murder scene , how bad could it be?
k!lling you would only set me free , i need you gone forever
( scott? )
*door kicks open*
because you are truly what’s making me sink
*radio cuts*
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