49 north - jasper logan lyrics
[chorus: sabrina claudio]
ahh*ahh*ahh
ahh*ahh
ahh*ahh*ahh*ahh
ahh
ahh
ahh
[verse 1: jasper logan]
take a breath before you jump off the cliff
dive in emotions you been holding since you left out the crib
college ending, all your friends is graduating and sh*t
couldn’t finish these three classes, so you can’t walk with them
it makes no sense to do it later, i wasn’t tailored for school
it was either go back and finish or summer classes and move
i chose the latter, hoping it help me climb up the ladder of financial status
’cause where i came from was scattered
with broken homes and shattered
dreams of all these n*ggas that wanted to do something, but never found them the power
so they stuck up in they mama’s house, i wasn’t on that
and n*ggas in the city was dying, i wasn’t going back
with this mounted pressure, my efforts doubled to slow that
moved down south, where they talk and drive slow at
shawn offered a job, i had to go where all the dough at
even jumped the broom before i jumped into the music
for real
[chorus: sabrina claudio & jasper logan]
still give me the chills
ahh*ahh*ahh
ahh*ahh
ahh*ahh*ahh*ahh
still tryna find the feeling, it just—, it just feels like
ahh
ahh
ahh
[verse 2: jasper logan]
five years later, i need the paper
got a wife and a daughter, gotta sustain ’em
nate told me “when n*ggas live around whites, it start to change ’em”
got me hiding my trash and wanting to buy some acres, wait
secluded from the world and all its issues
like you can make the world problems and start an issue
we too afraid to embrace the tragic, avoid the balance
my pain is silenced in hopes that you feel okay when you hang around us
does god fear the hurt around us?
is he too afraid to see the pain to pull out the diamond, if it’s dirt around us?
i need a break from church culture ’cause this boulder on my shoulder
is still here, and it’s not ‘posed to and my fears is a lot closer
what if i told you this was my lowest?
all this sh*t inside and all i want is to explode and
my wife told me she don’t know me
my family might disown me
my job might just throw me
this road feels so lonely
[chorus: sabrina claudio, jasper logan & unknown person]
ahh*ahh*ahh
ahh*ahh
and i, oh i
gotta let this fear go inside, inside
ahh*ahh*ahh*ahh
ahh
ahh
ahh
it’s my life
ahh*ahh*ahh
ahh*ahh
and can’t no one walk my line, my line
who are you?
what does this mean?
[verse 3: jasper logan]
closing thoughts to heal a hole in my heart
i was just trying to cope, sh*t, i was raised in the dark
fell into women sinning
knew that would be my ending
n*ggas got some vices, i like it, no use pretending
though the church, it taught me well
and i ain’t here to say i bid it a farewell
or i’m ready to go h*ll
only that i’m finally ready for me to fail
and i don’t mind if you see it
the picture*perfect life, no trying to keep it
i’d rather you know my secrets
i’d rather you have the choice to choose
rather than keep up something that isn’t true
these the thoughts i let rule
i used to think lies can change me but the truth can too
just venting
[outro]
yeah, uh
don’t talk [?] my own
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