decorated in dissonance (prod. homage) - jarred kdj lyrics
[intro]
you want fame. you want money?
what do you want?
really man, i just started music to*
to find who i am
just want to get better at that
[chorus]
tied away
tired of the way
you feed me tidal waves, all*day
why do i stay? (oh)
[verse 1]
tide away, tired of the way
you feed me tidal waves
all day, why do i stay?
i keep faith, but i’m neck deep
while they sit in the boat
i’m swimming to cope
i can’t see, am i close?
feels like there’s eight miles
‘tween me and the coast
try mind my own ‘biss
you pry and bleed out your nose
was told, don’t be nosey, you’re too loud
you’re childish, now stay woke
’cause brothers creepin’
i’m getting no sleep, ring the bells
f*ck the cousin of dеath, h*ll
i’d hate to let colе down, sit up out of respect
he knows best, not to sell your word for a commercial surge
feels good, ’till your music takes a reimbursive turn
[interlude]
now, watch my idol gives me a smirk
like uhm hm
fell for a bag of dirt. not mad i’m just hurt
you watered down your worth, got wack with words
purpose substituted by jerkin’ your cash*hungry thirst
[verse 2]
and music was for self*expression
then you demand me to suppress the self for wealth
so you can keep the poor impressed
and get them to oppress themselves
man, what the h*ll are we doing?
you tie my dreams to my ankle
then command me to walk the plank blindly
fine, try me, i see you, read your eulogy
for putting me through these useless schemes
and accusing me of mutiny against my own beliefs
ironically without assuming, i do be walking free
with those who see the truth on me
’cause no matter how heavy the weight
you put on my shoulders
don’t need a grave with a stone
in the fear that my loss goes unnoticed
whenever i spoke, i spoke to ’em
whatever i told, i showed to ’em
however big bold, i broke through it
that’s why they know, just to go do it
(so just f*cking go do it, f*ck)
you seek approval?
leave ’em clueless, how obsessively i’m pursuing
you feel the need to seek reassurance, please
i take so many risks i can’t afford insurance fees
that’s how much uncertainty
i carry further for my words to breathe
so maybe they get heard one day
or worshipped here in thirty years
or help a hurting teen that won’t admit he’s hurting deep
so lies to keep parental conversations in a perfect sphere
[chorus]
tied away
tired of the way
you feed me tidal waves, all*day
why do i stay?
[verse 3]
’cause i’m confused, i emulated what i saw you do
from how you talked, to how you moved
i used to be that kid, if not still him
building his own pyramids, writing his own hieroglyphs (f*ck)
but that ain’t me, you gotta find out who you are
i ain’t no superstar, no, my name ain’t kendrick lamar
i’m just a kid with a heart, broken, blemished, and scarred
lessoned by hendrix’s guitar, if you didn’t catch the essence
use music to educate, if i accidentally replicate
you can bet your every cent, it’s an attempt to pay homage
to those who opened scarred wounds
so real healing could start
and i apologize, if you noticed i
covered my heart, too many told me lies
i don’t know who to trust, i look at who i love
discussin’ whether or not, what i love is a drug
and i’m on rush, ’till the kickback kicks in
then it must be destructive to his life, fine
so i gave them melodies
’cause they don’t seem to feel the pain
expressed in these schemes i write
you’re not impressed?
well, neither are they, and with them i stay
so, i ask for patience, while i find a middle way
to satisfy all who partic*p*te
[chorus]
tied away
tired of the way
you feed me tidal waves, all*day
why do i stay?
[outro]
hey j, try take just one step
just one step, just one step at a time
one step, just one step
just one step, just one step at a time
one step, just one step
just one step
just one step
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