a lot to unpack - jake palumbo lyrics
chorus:
my wifey left me january 7th
it was el da sensei’s birthday
…i forgot to get him a present
my bad, i had the worst day
verse 1:
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i thought that we would ride into the sunset
…we was the dream team, we really wasn’t done yet
i thought we had a happy home but now it looks abandoned
at the same time angry feeling like a double standard
i paid the price for every time i pained you
meanwhile people asking, jake, why she don’t claim you?
navigating was often difficult…
but i loved you unconditional
but seeing you is deepening the hurt
you don’t want me in your life, but you still sleeping in my shirt
my love language touch, followed by acts of service
you denied me the first & treat the second one as worthless
being your hubby gave me a sense of purpose
i know it wasn’t perfect but i tried to make it worth it
who knows if time apart mend the bridge, help the healing
so aloof about the whole thing, i wish you felt a feeling
i got nothing left to strive for but paper & my health
i’m in this big*ass crib, by my got dam self
like bruce wayne on a slightly lower budget
so many memories no film could ever touch it
i know it was a weird situation
but it feels like you gave up & left me hanging
anybody ever harm you, still put em in the dirt
these were the best years of my life, for what it’s worth
chorus 2:
my wifey left me january 7th
we established that’s the worst day
all across your room, a bunch of unopened presents
that i got you for your birthday
verse 2:
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and meanwhile my mama life is fighting gainst the clock
the hourglass almost out, i’m always bracing for shock
man, i try to go to sleep at night my mind must remember
frame by frame the 16th of december
i was a minor part of a 5 car pile up
i walked away without a scratch, the nightmares pile up
i guess it’s some type of survivors remorse
i got ran off the road but i’m still driving the course
my old rap partner in icu on a ventilator
we came in the game together but he been a hater
fighting for his life & now a hoax became a sickness
praying hard that he make it while my energy conflicted
i still love you dawg, so i kept my diss subliminal
my rage towards life about to make make me a criminal
chris benoit, bowflex in the bas*m*nt
just say a few kind words at my arraignment
out chorus:
it’s too hot to run back
i’ll see you on the next album it’s a lot to unpack
diary of a madman, tryna make a stack
i’ll see you on the next album it’s a lot to unpack
i’m still breathing, but my heart is burned black
i’ll see you on the next album, it’s a lot to unpack
when the love ain’t enough for you to want me back
she headed down the road, say she never coming back
bridge:
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i thought that we would make it till we buried in the essence
i thought i knew it since the first day
alone in the crib but i still feel your presence
and george died on your birthday
mama please don’t go i still need you
i’m sorry i ain’t make enough trips home to see you
god give me a sign, i can’t read you
help me understand why i’m still here, i need you
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