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don't take it personal - jackamo lyrics

they just see the final edit, they don’t ever know behind the scenes
i’m living a nightmare, jack’s living the dream
wore a fake skin, now it’s starting to wear off, sh-t they ain’t got a clue where i’ve bin
man say i’m as crackhead, well you try being mocked as a kid
a knife put to your friends chest and chased from where you live
i didn’t see certains for month for months, they would be on the brink
i swear to god i ain’t been the same since
too young to understand, old enough to be shook
ran from the feds we almost got took
new life, new boys – now everything’s so weird
thinking back it still leaves me in tears
fast forward some years
a close boy f-cked off to be a raver
left me baffled to why, that sh-t made me a hater
probably ‘cos i used to see him so much
he’s was gone 6 months and barely kept in touch
going through h-ll, thinking life ain’t fair
back then i felt like there was only 1 there
no ambitions no no happiness here but who can i tell
‘cos if i do i’ll probably end up in back here
but while you was out stunting with your boys, i was robbing running ‘cos i had to
everybody called me a bad yout’
that tore me up because they didn’t have a clue
they judged me, i just wished they knew

i ain’t been out in weeks
i was on my knees
there weren’t one single person teaching me how to think
has your house sad that you can’t blink
stuff was in my head i was trying to make ends meet
yeah, boy came back but he was gone again before i knew it
it’s sad, i just got used to it
but if he try come back back for good she kick him out, yeah i’ve been he’ll go through it
only the lord knows knows how much i’d lose it
people tried to put me in a squads in i’ve got beef it was so mad i weren’t sleeping
i just wanna pause life but it’s real here and i ain’t leavin’
i’m speaking to god, he’s with me like a ceiling
hoping my bros don’t go cause we’re alive
no more friends need to die
i felt like my whole world was crumblin’ before my eyes
there were times i didn’t wanna be alive
but take all of this away i wouldn’t be who i am
even though it wasn’t part of the plan
real sh-t, that turned me from a boy to a man
i’m tryna sort everything that i can
tryna rebuild with my mum, hoping she’s gonna change
even though they say that she’s to blame
but for once in my life, i don’t need her but i want her, i still love her, i hope she feels the same

- jackamo lyrics

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