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game of life - j-raa lyrics

[verse 1]
here i am stuck in my bedroom all alone
blankets on me why the f*ck am i still feeling cold?
i’m the hollow knight in shining armor but no soul
collapsing on myself must be why my heart’s a black hole
“you ain’t nothing, you ain’t sh*t” at least that’s what i tell myself
ain’t no f*cking medicine that’ll take me outta h*ll
take me up to heaven please maybe then someone will care
’bout my f*cked up heart that bleeds, then again i refuse to share
anything, not to my friends, not to my fam i’m good at hiding
everything that burdens me there ain’t no priest that i’ll confide in
my tears must be toxic because i am getting sick of crying
love for myself has gone missing posters up like someone find it
there’s no more hope for me
feel like pouya dying slowly
really wanna od on these pills meant to console me
i’m a hypocrite if i just chose to slit my wrists
okay flip the script like i ain’t give you any hints
[chorus]
is there any love for me out there?
can’t shake off the feeling that life’s not fair
game of life not meant for me i’m no player
won’t be long before i kick out the chair

[verse 2]
i’ma be grabbing the steak knife
covering up all the faint lines
left on my arm on those late nights
reminding myself that i ain’t fine
president washington can’t lie
ain’t no denying i hate life
all of my happiness ate by
the demon inside me they raid my
pantry full of emotion
don’t think that there’s a potion
make me get my mouth open
bros ask “you good?” i’m closing
off to the world
no call from my girl
exhausted you heard
those thoughts will occur
popping a pill
hope i’m gonna chill
the doc said i’m ill
i’m locking the seal
between my friends and my heart
that just makes us drift apart
i’m just gon’ be al*a*carte
f*ck’s wrong with me? where do i start?
how ’bout the mistakes i made
when the homies needed me
i was nowhere to be seen
filling all my selfish needs
i’ma leave you with my best
regards now it’s time to rest
in the valley ain’t no crest
in my heart there’s nothing left
give back all the love i kept
maybe you’ll find happiness
i don’t know what happens next
but i know it’s better than this
[chorus]
is there any love for me out there?
can’t shake off the feeling that life’s not fair
game of life not meant for me i’m not player
won’t be long before i kick out the chair

[bridge]
is this what the end feels like?
got me walking towards the light
in me there is no more fight
rope around my neck i’ll take a dive

[verse 3]
ain’t this what you wanted?
take me out the darkness
“rau you should’ve fought it
those thoughts they aren’t honest”
i’m already dead
like juice wrld had said
you ain’t help me then
only help at the end
gimme all the flowers you want
that won’t help the fact that i’m gone
i’m not baki i don’t got brawn
this is my hill i die upon
now the homies they all be crying
can’t stand the fact that i be dying
when i was here there was nothing but silence
now that i follow through i can hear sirens
ain’t no chance to say goodbye what a waste of time
at least i can say i tried, dark souls i have died
there ain’t nothing left to do ‘cept put me in my tomb
i just know one thing is true, listen i love you

- j raa lyrics

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