nineteen - j nathan lyrics
chorus:
i said mom, when i turn nineteen
i’ll buy you a big ice cream*making machine
said mom now i like to daydream
but when i grow up, i’ll show you the real thing
oh, now i’ve turned nineteen
oh, now i’ve turned nineteen
verse:
i’m as old now as you when you gave birth to me
my heart inadvertently hurting you cuz you don’t like to see me angry
feelin guilty cuz i’m broke feeling lonely even tho
i’m never really on my own, you believe in me when i don’t
i’m like d*mn, i only show the worse in me
d*mn, ninеteen but i’m still not in university
say i spit vx i’m tomorrows king but when i can’t
afford a christmas gift my rhymes don’t mеan a thing
that’s when i hate the pen, wish i was more than i am
wish i was a better son, wish i was a better man
cuz i hug you, say i love you, then we fight over my brother
cuz we yell at one another then don’t talk to each other for like
five days to a week or so, yeah my bro and i we never show
that we love each other with all our hearts
and i hate that we’re so far apart
(so old and i’m still contributing to your migraine)
chorus:
i said mom, when i turn nineteen
i’ll buy you a big ice cream*making machine
said mom now i like to daydream
but when i grow up, i’ll show you the real thing
oh, now i’ve turned nineteen
oh, now i’ve turned nineteen
verse 2:
when i was fifteen, i said that by sixteen
id show my dad songs worthy of flexing
music videos made for the big screen
id bring bars that were made for the big scene
when i was thirteen, i said that by eighteen
id bring my grandma to norway
show her there’s no way money can divide us
looks like my dream has turned into dust
cuz now shes slowly dying
and i just feel like i must
give her one last hug
d*mn i’m about to combust
cuz this fire in my soul is
burning so hard the rush
is making me lose control
and with reality touch
when i was eight and got beat up for being different
i said that one day id grow up and make a difference i
claimed to get stronger faster and better but the truth is
i look back at my old hope and wonder how i lost it
now the bad boys get the good jobs, get good girls with good bods
while i’m fighting against all odds, to be something more than this
just a boy lost in the abyss
another christmas with no gifts
i’m looking for a shooting star
to finally fulfill my wish
(worked my whole life to be something but i’m still nothing)
chorus:
i said mom, when i turn nineteen
i’ll buy you a big ice cream*making machine
said mom now i like to daydream
but when i grow up, i’ll show you the real thing
oh, now i’ve turned nineteen
oh, now i’ve turned nineteen
i said mom, when i turn nineteen
i’ll buy you a big ice cream*making machine
said mom now i like to daydream
but when i grow up, i’ll show you the real thing
oh, now i’ve turned nineteen
oh, now i’ve turned nineteen
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