my nephew - j. monty lyrics
[verse 1]
dreads hangin’
bangin’ with my family
got heavy metal on me
vessel i ain’t scared to death
don’t got to say i’m hard
all my skin is made of scars
all my patnas play they part
roll up quick and take your car
pounds of weed, i’m so high
i reached down to save a star
rollin’ on my favorite bar
sn*tchin’ every ladies’ heart
bl**dy murder, makin’ art
money is my favorite part
strung out like a fake guitar
on the block, no h&r
got suckas, no candystand
always keep a handyman
this gangsta walked up to me
all he said was, “can you dance?”
then i tried to run away
shot my through my legs and pants
then he said, “yeah, how ’bout now?”
well now i’m in the ambulance
it’s no longer my voice you hearin’
it’s more like my dyin’ thoughts
thought i wasn’t scared to die
now i’m dead if i try to cough
through my spirit separatin’
now my soul is flyin’ off
feel a major tug from satan
smart enough to fight it off
he said he got my soul already
i just gotta sign it off
“lord give me another chance to make up for the time i lost”
he said, “it wasn’t only time
boy it was your life you lost
and i’ll give you another chance
but just remember i’m the boss.”
then my eyes were open
i’m no longer dead
i saw my homeboys and all they eyes was red
i told ’em i’m alive, this what they said
“we gon’ get you right back on the block soon as you get up out this bed.”
i tried to argue wit’ ’em but months later
forgot about my creator
hustlin’, stackin’ paper
bout to make a delivery
had my sister’s kid wit’ me
saw a angel in the street
then i swerved and hit a tree
thought god was my enemy
cause my lil homie didn’t breathe
his future was history
i shouted, “father finish me!”
i said, “if you don’t do it, i’ma run away and finish me!”
he said, “you are a wretched man
with stubborn ways and tendencies
and i’ve kept you alive these times
but you call me your enemy?”
then the little kid wit’ me spoke inside to inner me
he said, “god told me to ride wit’ you
just so i could die wit’ you
and now that he’s reminded you
now i can have life wit’ you.”
although his body was solid
i knew he was alive
i thought my car wasn’t mobile
i had a different drive
carried him back to the house and i watched my sister cry
knew i had to do something for he who lives inside
so i went to the block and told my patnas
“listen guys, sure as a pigeon flies
i see the world with different eyes
it ain’t about the shoes you wear
throw ’em at the finish line
and y’all say y’all love me dawg
but only when i’m finna die
i done found a different love
he catches every tear i cry
i know y’all are sittin’ back
thinkin’ ’bout how weird am i
but i cannot live this life no more
man i’m a different guy
my eyes got wings now my father made my vision fly
and ever since then i’m tellin’ y’all i see the light
it’s clear as day homie
i found myself in jesus christ
i know what i’ma love and what i’ma be in life
and i can’t tell you but just know that i’ll marry a preacher’s wife”
since what i said was real, they couldn’t help but swallow
“let’s go to church tomorrow”
they all agreed to follow
i went inside and by my sister’s door
through the crack, she was still huggin’ her son but her son was huggin’ her back
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