my best friend sam - izzy heltai lyrics
it’s always been a lifeline and
i’m kinda glad i said it out loud
i’m surprised that it’s the first time
’cause in my head i’ve said it for years
i’m tired of thinking i’m only worth what i’m making
i wanna leave, i wanna quit everything
i wanna be something more than what i make
i’m kinda close to thirty and
i’m kinda scared of looking back
i never made much money
least not much more than just getting by
i’ve wasted close to a decade chasing dreams and expectations
i wanna leave, i wanna stop everything
i wanna be hanging out with my best friend sam
i’ve tried so hard to stay calm
when my mind started slipping
it just kept on going, it spins
[?] and i thought that it was
[?]
where it’ll go from here
it’s always been a lifeline and
i don’t know how to tell you i’m scared
and i’ve kind of been an anxious mess
been sleeping worse than i ever have
i haven’t left my bedroom in six days
where no*one tells you it’s not wise forever
what you have now could be gone
in a week, a year, whenever
everybody dies alone
they say nothing lasts forever
what you’re in now won’t last long
in a week, a year, whatever
you could always just come home
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