thoughts 2 - itsunknownmf lyrics
[intro]
yea
my thoughts a little loud
[verse]
it’s two am as i write this verse
heartbroken over another that left me hurt
now my heart is in the dirt
started drinkin’ to heal the pain it didn’t work
i still feel the same it just made it worse
now i’m punchin’ my bedroom door imaginin’ her face
we don’t talk anymore cause she was playin’ games
she told she was different that’s a f*ckin’ lie
b*tch, if you listenin’ i really hope you f*ckin’ die
i put my pain in the music because if not then i’m a go insane
puttin’ pen to page before i f*ckin lose it
lately, it hasn’t helped with my emotions
my mental health is at it’s lowest
i’m tryin’ hard not to show it
wanted to k!ll myself on new year’s
who cares if i end it all?
i tried givin’ god a call
he didn’t pick up, i wanna give up
to keep it a buck right now
my life sucks right now
workin’ at amc and i hate it
i’m slowly losin’ my patience, livin’ check to check
i just wanna f*ckin’ make it
i just wanna be the greatest
and i got not rest until the world say it need that validation
these lonely nights gon’ pay off
i can’t take a day off
people tellin’ me to quit
tellin’ me to go to college like it’s gon’ solve my problems
i need to double up my commas
success is the target i don’t plan to miss
you motherf*ckas gotta shut the f*ck up
i’m tryna get my buzz up
drop a song a week just like russ does
hopin’ that it works for me
got songs on spotify with like one stream
that sh*t just f*ckin’ hurts to see
puttin’ everythin’ in music and don’t see nothin’
fightin’ my demons and more just keep comin’
i can not f*ckin’ stop until i reach the summit
people talkin’ sh*t they wanna see me plummet
lost a lot of friends because the love was fake
now i keep my circle small i can not deal with snakes
when i start to see success don’t wanna see your face
if you wanna clap it up just do it far away
i’m trapped inside my mind these days
and i feel like commitin’ suicide these days
and i cry these days, can’t sleep at night these days
and i try and talk to god he don’t reply these days, d*mn
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