made a wish. - irene wilde lyrics
made a wish and let it float off in the wind
it’s such a simple thing
to find myself hoping again
and i know, i know that i am afraid
but it’s not of my pain
it’s how i lost the sight in the beauty remaining in the day
so i go on these arteries you call roads
oh, it’s such a simple need
for my heart to feel safe and at home
yes, i know
yeah, i f*cking know!
that i am afraid
but it’s not of my pain
it’s how you look at me with fear
in your stern gaze
have i not fought and survived?
just to be set apart from you?
they taught me how to fear
my own mind
and i have to forgive them too?
oh god, what if i can’t make peace?
is this the weakness that you see?
when i bled for you
who bled for me?
but it wasn’t enough red it seems
ah!
look at me, i’m the trauma under your bed
told too angry for you men
i violent in the head
now shush
they shushed my sobs
and muzzled me
told me i was
a bad, bad thing
why do i have to be better than this?
but if i wanna save myself i can’t
put more red on these hands!
so i go to find myself some peace
but not for you, for me
i just wanna better home
but you should know
i won’t hurt myself again
by treating you as you treated me then
and i wish for you the same my friend
and i know that i am afraid
but i won’t again
put on my war paint!
’cause i’m dealing with my pain
and i wish for you the same
oh we both made too much red
and it won’t make me less afraid
but i won’t put on my war paint
’cause hurting you don’t make it
easier on me
(go find yourself some peace)
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