1234 x (extended version) - insolent myth lyrics
intro: [insolent myth]
um, (one)
h*llo, (two)
cassie, (three)
you still there, (four)
oh f**k, (x)
(are you over me yet?)
verse 1: [insolent myth]
cassie
we need to talk
you were all i could think about for so f**king long
i’m not mad
just f**kin’ sad
since a couple weeks ago i felt horribly bad
you should’ve seen me
my arms were bleeding
it was you i attempted forgetting
i’m not kidding
i was constantly thinking of ending it
so right now everything i’ve been thinking i’m venting it
are you even alive i’m f**king losing my sh*t
i almost put a gun to my head
i kinda wish i was dead
i almost hung myself by my neck
i kinda just want you back
verse 2: [insolеnt myth]
i’m needing you more than ever
communications arе severed
i’m never gonna feel better
i’m using music as a letter
for you to know
that without you i’m alone
dad can i have back my phone
cuz i think after a few more songs i’m about to be gone
gone to h*ll
can’t you tell
i’m depressed
f**ked in the head
i know everyone’s pain and i just wish that i was dead
should i fill my head with lead or put a knife in my chest
i’ve met tons of girls but nevertheless you were always the best
a little bit of me
is the monster i don’t won’t to be
my knife has blood dripping from the tip and i’m shaking vigorously
seriously my life is going to end miserably
i’m cutting continuously
i hate school and just sit here obliviously
my teachers teach ignorantly
i’m needing more therapy
at night it’s hard to breathe
my happiness is broken now and all i do is worry
i’ve been grounded for so long just put me in the ground dead
i’m scared to do it myself
(somebody tell me there’s there a lighter side of h*ll)
refrain 1: [insolent myth]
(*crying*)
i just want you back!
cassie f**kin’ come back!
i miss you!
come back!
please!
please!
please!
please!
(*crying*)
(*mumbling*)
(i don’t…… want to leave you…… here alone……
without me……
i don’t…… want to see you…… here alone……
without me……
everyone…… always leaves me……
i don’t know…… how far i’ll make it……
without…… y*y*you……
cutting……
trying……
no stopping……
the…… p*p*pain……
it brings me closer……
to you……
wherever that is……
i guess…… i’ll see you there…… s*s*soon……)
(*crying*)
(*screaming*)
verse 3: [insolent myth]
it burns!
it hurts!
you’re gone!
i’m gone!
so long!
i just…
i want…
i just…
i wanna die!
i wanna die!
i wanna…
die!
can’t live!
can’t stand!
i can’t live!
not any…more!
i can’t…
live…
(*heavy breathing*)
verse 4: [insolent myth]
no more…
no more…
pain…
no more…
no more…
hate…
lies…
hate…
lies…
despise…
end my life…
knife…
cuts…
death…
blood…
shut…
up…
f**k…
love…
goodbye…
goodbye…
goodbye…
good…bye…
don’t leave…
don’t leave…
don’t leave…
don’t…
(*crying*)
refrain 2: [insolent myth]
(i can’t… i can’t do this…
you left… you’re gone…
you’re dead… and it’s all my f**king fault…
i hate myself… i guess i’ll see you in h*ll…
i’m on my way…)
verse 5 [roxy]:
f**k it
it’s all over
i’m ending my life as soon as i see another razor
am i insane?
yeah i guess
i’m a little f**ked in the head
i’m probably better off dead
you’d be surprised at how much blood i shed
why does every guy gotta be such a d**khead
i lost the perfect one
my only shot at love
what have i f**king done?!
i’m so f**king dumb
(oh my f**king god!)
bad thoughts have just begun
where are they coming from?!
i’m obsessed with knives and guns
i put them to my head and neck just for f**king fun
(yeah!)
refrain 3: [insolent myth and roxy]
f**k this! (f**k life!)
love is dead! (i’m not alive!)
love is hate! (i shouldn’t of tried!)
escape through cuts! (hand me my knife!)
(*screaming*) (*crying*)
i never… (ever…)
wanted anybody more… (than i wanted you…)
now it hurts… (when i think of you…)
i just want you to know that… (without you…)
i’m alone… (i’m alone…)
(*knife stab*)
(*body falls down*)
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