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forever insecure - insecure lyrics

[verse 1]
i’ve never felt so dead, waking up, roll myself out of my bed, shake it off, gotta get right in the head, get ready support the fam and work for the bread, sit in the truck, not feelin right, do i really wanna do this for the rest of my life, i’m able to survive for the kid and wife, but i’m walking down the street like a corpse, like i died. i feel most alive, going around town 45 on my drive, listen to my music, turn off my mind, wanna work on my craft but i ain’t got no time. doin this doin that, losing my d-mn self i could break, i could snap, wrestled to the ground, twist my arm, i may tap, feeling so d-mn empty, fill the hole close the gap. get back home get undressed, gotta keep up the front cause i’m tired i’m depressed, my family still love me so i’m forever blessed, there’s a smile on my face but i’m torn at the chest, always been like this i was born as a mess, been tryin to break free but the lord gotta test, tryin to stop these horns i’ve been pourin my best, but if i keep stayin poor, i’ll stay forever stressed

[bridge 1]
had a dream last night, got a call from dre
said my sh-t was tight, liked what i had to say
said if its alright, i’d like to send you a plane
i d-mn lost my mind, woke up it was fake

[verse 2]
new day, same grind, old ways, different kind, never seem to find a good place of time, always too d-mn busy, always caught in a bind, i can’t cross paths, can only cross lines, like the psycho paths that went columbine, but i ain’t that i can control my mind, the wrath that i have won’t go unwind, cause i can hold my composure, no ptsd like i’m a broken down soldier, i keep the weight boasted over my shoulders, don’t cry over dumb sh-t, don’t call me a moper, not fake or a poser, i’m proud not a gloater, i’m just me motherf-cker, i can do it all sober, my body’s like tripper my soul is mr. roper, i’m starting over making the switch, chasing my d-mn dreams the only thing that i wish, coming up from the bottom, i started from a ditch, if i was in a game i would be the glitch, i guess that means i’m broken, wait till i am fixed, i’ll trample over them like a full speedin blitz, they say revenge i best served when its cold on the dish, well i’m the ice man, bon apet-t b-tch!

[chorus] (original chorus from forever new by mayday)
living my life under a blacklight
out here paying my dues
sometimes i lose and don’t act right
feelin forever new x2
feelin forever new

[bridge 2]
had a dream last night, i was on my way
to the big times, five fingers with sway
choked the first line, ran off the stage
i d-mn lot my mind, woke up it was fake

[verse 3]
i’ve never felt so refreshed, waking up, arms are straight up in a stretch, i’m in my skin never been in touch with my flesh, sealed these wounds and i didn’t even need to use the mesh, i am changed i am new, lucky to be the man who was able to see it through, some just give in cause they bit more than they could chew, did not wanna be the type to live in a state of rue, gunna pursue this dream, i’m chasing it down till it running on empty, don’t worry about material i’m stocked with plenty, keep rockin the night if i don’t make a penny, cause i’m stocked with the energy, got that longevity, jot proper brevity, top off my enemies, chalk up the pedigree, shot up i’m legendary, stop block the tragedy, knock knock the remedy, but thats the tip of it, the sk!ll is coming harder but thats deliberate, i come with art work, my words will ill-strate, the way i work is dated go call it primitive, but i’m okay with that because spit it, i rip it, i just wanna be known for being different, the gimmick, leaving your head distrubed because i’m wicked, you’re stricken, tearin through like a tech because i’m vintage, ya get it?

[chorus]

[bridge 3]
no more dreams at night, putting out my name
looking for that shine, hunting for that fame
hoping for a sign, that will bring me change
this here is my time, gunna make me lane

[verse 4]
journey’s come to an end, water i always clear never travel around the bend, been grateful for all the help i’ve been gettin from all my friend happy to do me, not following all the trends, try to cut me open bleed only from the pen, my sk!ll cannot be stolen, don’t even go pretend that you could be me, don’t go inside my head, a pocket full of sh-lls is what you’ll find instead, because i’m selfish, i relish, the words in my message, embellish, the sentence, constructed, impressive, i felt this, incentive, to finesse, my pen is, a menace, i bet this, apprentice, is next in, line to find the cure, go and find the pure, run across the bullsh-t to stumble upon the lore, i know this track is long but i hope i did not bore, i know this sh-t was fire, i’m forever insecure, don’t think i will ever see myself apart, just a kid with a vision i guess its a start, look for all the reactors i don’t mean the arc, can’t -ssemble a team don’t go callin me stark, naturally born but no i’m not a leader, this came like a bludger i came like a beater, give me the respect i deserve from your speaker, now go b-mp my sh-t and make me a believer!

- insecure lyrics

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