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my life - insanity bars lyrics

hidden who i really was
beat me up and call me dumb
scream up at my face that i was g*y and leave me bruised
i was too young to get it
flipped off i’m p*ssed off i even slit my wrist off
scars on my body
never seen what i was goin through
ain’t n0body helpin me
i’m screaming at the gods like
why ain’t no one helping me?
all i wanted was a simple life this wasn’t spose to be
a year ago i lost my bestfriend that was close to me
heart hurtin
chest burstin
inside of my body feels like its burnin
devil in my soul i keep turnin
nevеr open up to people causе i’m feelin like a burden
never talk about my dad cause i hate it
anxiety attackin me and doctors only gave me medication
which made my ass so numb i couldn’t take it
cause all i did was feel down
grab liquor swallow pills down
and they dont understand what i’m feelin i’m scared of death
but i keep searchin for it
it’s like the more my adrenaline pumping i keep runnin
and when it starts to fade that’s when the drugs come in
a year ago i got f*cked up i drugged up my stomach
therapist told me that heartbreaks can make a single soul crazy
got me feelin like a junior slim shady
so i’m cryin out for help but they dont ever once save me

i never really meant to hurt you
trust is a scary virtue
i gave you everything and all you did was burn me
turn me into somethin i ain’t ever seen
still to this day i be struggling to sleep
then they ask me why i’m takin night walks
cause maybe i’m prayin they turn my lights off
i’m sorry but you wanted in my thoughts
i never open up and i’m sorry for showing nothin
but music is the only thing that speaks to me
i feel like if i tell you that i’m sad it seems weak to me
and even just to get the nerve to tell you it takes weeks for me
crying
i could feel the poison in my veins
no i’m not okay
although you think i am because its always what i say
i just been so numb it feels like nothings real
i just been so empty i can’t f*ckin feel
but i can feel my body start to fade my heart is cold from all these f*ckin pills
i get them inject them in them to pin them my hand gripping
i can’t feel
drink another bottle i just cannot stop
friend laid out on blacktop by a d*mn cop
i blacked out from a drop
use to put my faith in god
running like my pops
timeout
please i need a time out
dont know where i’m going need to find out
i found
nothing inside of me
besides all the anxiety
brain c*cked say goodbye to me
see i needed you
“i know”
no you didn’t b*tch i needed you
i was sitting in my room cryin
money in my life only really caused violence
p*ssed off
i can feel your lips still i’m bouta cut my lips off
i done tried every drug on the self
trust me when i say this cause it never really helped
all i really did was just poison my self

- insanity bars lyrics

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