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spiral // kenopsia - innovent lyrics

*spiral*

how long, lord? will you forget me forever?
how long will you hide your face from me?
how long must i wrestle with my thoughts
and day after day have sorrow in my heart?
how long will my enemy triumph over me?

1 trigger and i’m down, 1 small thought make it profound
caught in the quicksand of insanity, i’ve drowned
now my heart is pounding
as my thoughts surround me and it’s flooding my eyes out
i cry out but there’s no sound
so i’m bound to this murderous circle of hurdles
just going round and round now
i’m certain that i’m a burden, lock the door and draw the curtains
kaleidoscopic images running through my mind it’s hurtin’
i’m certain that i’m a burden, kick the door and tear the curtains
bad memoriеs will never leavе as i try fall asleep it’s hurtin’

different moons we’re at the final stages
cleft for me, you’re my rock of ages
and lord you know how much i hate to say this
but my love for you has never been more faded
never before have i been so blinded to your
promises god so please remind me
why my sin is always chained to my side
i’m slowly drifting lord please come find me

find me when i’ve wandered away
take me back home to your ninety nine
lord i’m a sinner and i am so weak
so when life is bleak still say “you’re mine”
and in times when i’ve fallen down
teach me how to seek help as well
cos in the sinful mind of mine
there lies a fine line between pity and help

all night long i flood my bed with weeping
and drench my couch with tears
my eyes grow weak with sorrow
eyes drained as i lie in bed working how to get by
instead i reminisce about the mind that i used to have
what point in my life did it get this bad?
i got a thousand great things in my life, and i should be fine
but right now it’s like i’ve never had
a single reason to fight back against the ways of the sinful world
the only battle scar that i have is a

th*rn rotting in my flesh and i’ve done my best but the harder i try
the harder it gets, the higher i rise, the harder i fall
so i take the small and then i exaggerate
until i’m in a state of selfish pity
prideful hate then i try to fall asleep and close the gate
lying down, figure 8, forever stuck in the endless game
it’s all a game, i’m the only one, who else is here
i’m all alone, please end the game

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i hate the conversations that i have with my alter ego
i know they’re hypothetical
imaginary enemies drawing nearer
i can’t let them come any closer cos i know
the moment i do, they’ve caught me in
negative thoughts they come pouring in
lowlights of my whole life come soaring in no lorenson
i get bothered by things i shouldn’t
tried to fight against sin, i couldn’t
asked satan to stop, he wouldn’t
tried to fight against him…

now this spiral, got me feeling like a tyro
sit there with my eyes closed wondering where did my life go
why it’s happening, who knows, i’ll try to hold on though
protect me lord if things get worse
if satan tries to get too close…

*kenopsia*

devils got grip on my soul and my neck
forcing my heart and my mind to forget
prying me ‘way from the promises i know you’ll keep
but i’ve yet to seen kept
taking ‘way what i have left

i’ve never felt so alone
you’re with me but i’m on my own
places i used to called home
abandoned and left me forlorn

faith is assurance in what is unseen
but confidence ridden it feels like a dream
when your truth feels so stale and it
fails to impale my heart like it once did i fear
you’ve eased your grip upon me

i’ve never felt so alone
you’re with me but i’m on my own
places i used to call home
abandoned and left me forlorn
where have you gone

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