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that fatal night - infinity888 lyrics

[verse 1]
i was born on december eighteenth, perfect scenery
back when i had love, magazines on the table
they knew i could never fall short, schemes showing this is a fable
of a young boy, tah*jay, born perfectly, that was me when i had company
close people around me for comfort, i was from the suburbs
always was fond of music and concerts, family tucked me in my covers
wasn’t always on guard cause i could always carry onward
i remember when my grandfather died, altered out lives and madе us awkward
dad would start beating mama, he always hollerеd
mama hollered back telling him to go to therapy
that’s when he guaranteed his destiny, testimony after testimony
my dad eventually left, leaving me my mama and my brother only
we got broke and got real lonely, bad milestone
we lived in the streets, found home to an alleyway
mama started doing sweets, hear me and visualize this as the screen replays
feelings replaced with words i should rephrase, retrace
back to the better days, i wish you were still here so i could see your face
anyways, mama started beating me, left me with an injury, payed the price
she started telling me i ain’t do nothing right, caught my brother try to suicide
kids, this world is cruel, my story gonna finish after this next humanized
verse, hopefully we can all be unionized, tell me your pain, i’ll help you feel alright
maybe one day we can all live our lives, that fatal night

[verse 2]
family torn, we all were drug users, only person keeping me away was the abuser
brother constantly getting into shoot outs, mama finally saw her last day
i wish i said “i love you” sooner, brother was the only person i had
man, d*mn i am glad, picked up his revolver at 12 and almost shot, i was sad
brother wasn’t there for me anymore, seemed like street sh*t is what he adored
some times i wish i wasn’t born, there was nothing we could afford
picked up percs, absorbed them because they would support
i never knew how much they’d destroy me, toy me
lose me jobs so i couldn’t get employed, he
lost himself in the bottles and percs, he had prostitutes come and twerk
i thought it was wrong, brought it up with him one day
smacked me in the face and said he was okay
he died in a fight 2 months later, now i really didn’t have paper
see, csl i had to sell drugs, i knew i was a scrub, but i was f*cked up without any love
i don’t like empty promises, i’ll try to get rid of the toll it has on my life
but its so f*cking hard, i don’t know how to get it right
sold a bag of crack for $200, that sh*t was light
if only i had a guide, turned to god, i use it as an excuse to say i’ve tried
drugs leave me satisfied, in the inside, that fatal night

- infinity888 lyrics

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