current state of mind part 1 - iamgenesis lyrics
this my current state of my mind
wish i could tell you all the things
that i′ve been battling
still thinking of my past
i keep it bottled in
i was 15 insecure broke and stuuu pit
mad at myself cause am lying to mom
asked how am doing i told her that fine
am stuck in the right place
doing the wrong things
am tired of being tired of being tired
thought i knew all, but i don’t know sh*t
had it all figure but i couldn′t take the heat
if life was test then i’m getting all d’s
i′m so closed off but these verse are the keys
used hustle in lusaka with a teaser in my jeans
they looking at me like you can′t have these
man i made out the country and that sh*t was easy
if you ever act funny then you we get busy
yeah this my current state of mind
post traumatic stress disorder
got me moving different
i was f*cking 16 i saw a dead body
now am spitting 16s it’s not a fxckimg hobby
5th grade i saw a man lose his life to a bullet
blood in my eyes
sweat down my neck
i′ve been working hard
all these people don’t see it
by 17 years i working 9 to 6 uh
waking up at 5trying
to get out the streets uh
by 18 years man i had own business
by 19 years i took an l
i had a loss
but i guess to make it here
you gotta take few losses
and learn a few lessons
that′s how life goes
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