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under the bridge - hyjak lyrics

[intro]
yo
ah
yo

[verse]
now i’m a recluse that refuses to see people
i’ve been through some stupid sh*t, refuse to repeat it as a sequel
it seems the evil things that came from the fiending
relating my feelings with my brain peeling
intervening with me being a functional member of society
so don’t ever describe me as this, you couldn’t list all the different sides o’ me
my therapist describes me as a jigsaw puzzle that’s all muddled up
a c*nt that jumps in puddles and splashes trouble up, a shuttle pup
it’s been here, thrown around beat and sh*t
but through all the violence, i was always smilin’, kinda like i needed it
deal, it was off the beaten track, i needed that
when the rest wanted to be right, i turned wrong like i don’t need a plaque
f*ck it, i keep it more rugged than all of yas
years later, i’m sittin’ in unemployment offices
‘cause poppin’ pills almost cost me my deal
they never told me, but i fell to the back as the roster would build
don’t wanna be that kevin costner film that blew a huge budget
then drowned in a water world as you soon discover
another way you came up, we blew up and made it big
i’m happy for ‘em, but feel like a moron, i ain’t makin’ sh*t
i’m handed a piece of paper, this is work for the dole
i’m takin’ it personal, it’s really hurtin’ my soul
my last apra payment may as well not even reached my bank account
with so little, i had to go inside the bank to take it out
now i pace around the same hallway all day
stuck in the house, f*ck goin’ out
poppin’ four more paink!llers that ain’t k!llin’ sh*t
but now i’m chilled ain’t i ain’t feelin’ sh*t
so i’ve got the will to live, but i lost the thrill of it
why i gotta keep spillin’ this beer to help me think clear
i ain’t workin’ without a drink near
i tried to stop, but then got heavy into hydroponics
tryna decipher where the last years of my life has gone
it’s an astonishing sorta thing
tryna think, was spewin’ in the kitchen sink, mind all in to pour this drink
every night, i just lie here until four in the morning
foiling into isolation while i’m breakin’ down
i’m tryna fix myself, like my minds unwind, i’m tryna twist myself (i’m tryna twist myself)
that’s all that i can do is just sit with a spliff and a lighter too (and a lighter too)
i can’t untwist myself, i meditate, gettin’ baked ‘til i miss myself (‘til i miss myself)
that’s all that i can do is just provide the music for you to get high to (you to get high to)
and every day, as i wake, i promise myself
i’m not drinkin’ today, not bringin’ bottles off the shelf
it doesn’t help when i got that last beer in the fridge
left over from last night, i passed out, i musta missed it
dismissed it, but now it’s callin’, it knows my name
the same sh*t from yesterday, it happened all over again, what’s more?
tokin’, the flame burnin’, i ain’t the same person
changed ‘cause i’m takin’ my brain away on an excursion
self discovery mixed with punishment and gluttony
i’ve f*cked up by lettin’ what’s in the session interrupt me
now all the sh*t i was meant to do to get my life together
it falls in tomorrow, basket, a casket, where time is never
right or ever like your mind had planned it to be
i face*planted, but ended up bouncin’ back like a trampoline
now havin’ a life of a rapper’s a dream that happened to seem so far away
showin’ it’s face, i’m knowin’ the date of my next release ain’t far away
my heart race on while my blood pressure’s up
i’m tryna relax, got mind on the syrup with the 7up
it never does quite give me a good night sleep
‘cause every time i close my eyes, i feel the fire, it still burns inside me
now i supply weeds for guys that need it to ease their pain
some disabled or unable to even speak again
they gimme the paink!llers that they got from their doctors, they patients
mixed with the pot, rockin’ grog, a combination
that’s deadly, you better be able, under the table
my girl comes up from work, she smokes, she sees me under the table
she touches my nasal just to see if i’m still breathin’
under my sh*t, my lungs still work, although i can feel them weasin’
what was the reason i got my head on the floor? what was i upset for?
how did i let it get in the door?
my head get an applause, a standin’ ovation
i stand up so slow, it looks like play dough animation
walked in the kitchen like a scene from a past life
opened the fridge, pulled out that beer, sittin’ there from last night
[outro]
alright, alright
just one beer, man (and f*ck ‘em)
and, mate, it won’t, it won’t lead to others
sh*t
but that bottle shop, it’s up the road
and it, it calls my name
again and again
ha, ha, ha

- hyjak lyrics

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