the hell i call my mind - honeyrose lyrics
[verse one]
i wake up, go to school, come back, it’s the same every day
i’m so used to this boring life that i’ve known no other way
i have problems i don’t talk about because others have it worse
but sometimes i think my life is a curse
[verse two]
i have like 5 friends that i feel like pity me
but if i didn’t have them, h*ll knows where i would be
drawing, writing, making content that people rarely see
but if they do, maybe they notice me
[prechorus]
i’ve got problеms but they don’t matter, they don’t need to see thе light
but if it gets too much, i might, just might*
[chorus]
take all the pills that keep me from being hyper but then
they barely f*ckin work, so what’s the point of them?
bottling up and keeping up my guard so they won’t see
that i feel like a normal human being
but maybe, someday, someone just might
get an inside of the h*ll i call my mind
[verse three]
life is hard, but getting out of bed is much harder
adults tell me i’m a smart kid, but i could be smarter
overworking my mind and body to reach my goals
it’s unhealthy, but that’s how it goes
[verse four]
i can barely focus, i say weird sh*t that confuses those around me
i’d much rather doodle and make up stories in my mind for me
my grades are sh*t, i don’t do my work, but i don’t f*cking care
i’m failing, but i deserve this, it’s fair
[pre*chorus]
why do i care about what that redheaded kid thinks?
he’s a f*cking assh0l* that says stupid things
but at this rate, i might, just might*
[chorus]
take all the pills that keep me from being hyper but then
they barely f*ckin work, so what’s the point of them?
bottling up and keeping up my guard so they won’t see
that i feel like a normal human being
but maybe, someday, someone just might
get an inside of the h*ll i call my mind
[bridge]
waking up at 2 or 3
just to do what i please
calming down and thinking up
dumb ideas and useless junk
bottling up and letting down
the people that i care about
my train of thought’s a d*mn trainwreck
i wanna end it, i wanna let
my soul escape, my brain numb
just so i feel not quite as dumb
[outro]
i’ll take the pills that keep me from being hyper, but then again
they barely work, so i can’t quite see the point of them
sleeping in and going out so they can’t see
that i’m clearly not a normal human being
if i keep up this facade, they’ll never find
the h*ll i call my mind
they’ll never find the h*ll i call my mind
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