relivedmemories - hexcellenc3 lyrics
just a different kind kind of (hi/high) could change a life
everybody else from outside and they looking in
couldn’t live life the same way you did
couldn’t understand why you did some things
lets go back to 2017
x blew up and i related to his sh*t
violence i was at school recycling
psoriasis started kicking in on my f*cken leg
slit my wrist then i prayed god could you forgive me?
teacher told me it’s okay
they can help if i need
then i pulled my arm away
what i need is for you to stop treating me differently
father was overdo but that’s just how it is
new year school new school cause i wouldn’t behave
mama staying from home cause she can’t f*cken face
all the pain that he gave
i lost my only escape
all alone in hallways
they all looking at me
slit wrist black fit
fake lv and bape
new juice wrld tape
hope sh*t like this i can make
i made 1 friend
left me backstabbed
wasn’t cool enough
no one gave a f*ck
if i died or not
father getting worse
picked me up by the shirt
“you little f*cker”
tried to leave this earth that sh*t didn’t work
tried to run from home, strong chokehold
bruised up throat, i was 13 then
mama saved me from the h*ll
didn’t date cause i wasn’t allowed
ain’t okay cause the sh*t that i felt
but i’m free now
life’s a free throw
not the sharpest
sniffing sharpies
but f*ck i’m lively
and i’m an artist
now my heads on acetaminophen
and i started overdoing it
i forgot which medicine
that i tried overdosing with
they already know the rest
f*ck i’ve been a piece of sh*t
one friend stayed with
since f*cken grade 6
ain’t no good to have
without some f*cken bad
i’m f*cked up in the head
i f*cken hate the rest
but still interested
no i ain’t invested
in my self image
if i die its for the best
man i need a f*cken rest
i don’t feel no f*cken trust
even people that i should
in my brain its just a flood
of some emotions
sh*t i have to hold in
to avoid weakness
relived memories
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