self-deprecating - hexa rex lyrics
[intro]
but there before my very eyes
a crack in reality opened up…
it’s too late, let’s not go
i’m afraid
[verse 1]
frustration
frustration with this aging
make me face it
i know my youth will one day be outdated
time’s soaring by so d*mn fast i f*cking hate it
but i am so tired of these make it paces
naked faces, leave more to be desired
but i can’t f*cking name it
i see my name in all y’alls fake sh*t
but i don’t forsake it
i kinda find it heartening
but what’s disheartening is what’s next to bring
bring to thе table whatever i’m ablе
whenever i’m stable i wanna be there
be fair, always honest with all these cliches
mistakes i’ve made lay heavy on this f*cking gateway
gateway drugs ain’t nothing to all this f*cking naysay
but i got yaysay, i brought the naysay myself
bent myself over and smacked myself with the belt
d*mn
sh*t
[chorus]
self*deprecating
self*deprecating
self*deprecating
self*deprecating
self*deprecating
self*deprecating
self*deprecating
self*deprecating
[verse 2]
i know all this edgy sh*t i say sound stupid
i f*cking made it myself, i know i’m godd*mn foolish
i should be worried about my lunch and the simple sh*t
but it’s so f*cking difficult when you’re the excluded kid
here it comes again, the whole wallowing in self pity bit
i should be so f*cking grateful i can even say all this sh*t
f*ck
[verse 3]
but i make the same old f*cking mistakes
rack my brain over the silly sh*t
i’m wasting my youth with all these headaches
good job you f*cking did it b*tch
it’s your fault your sad and alone
it’s your fault you’re oh so grown
it’s your fault you’ll never catch the bone
it’s your fault you’ll stay unknown
stay self*deprecating b*tch cause it’s all you’ve ever known
maybe one day it will fill the hole
the hole in my f*cking mind
the hole in the f*cking rind
holding this sh*t together
with no glimpse of a warning sign
but the danger’s mine
mine to take and mine to break
all these promises that i’ve faked
slither back like a f*cking snake
hit me when i least expect it
but for all i know i f*cking deserve it
[chorus]
self*deprecating
self*deprecating
[outro]
i’m afraid i wouldn’t wanna die
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