before i die - hella savage lyrics
this is my final resort, and i have given up already
haven’t made it to 18 but i know my fate is too bl**dy
chest will have some holes by the time you’ve finished this song
i’ve put up with too much in one year and i won’t for a long time
there is no convincing me out of this, i’ve had about enough
and i don’t have to be normal, i don’t have to be tough
so stop asking me questions and just let me die and stuff
let me commit suicide into a way that is rough
no one cares when i need help so why not leave them behind
they clearly never needed me in their life or in their mind
i don’t even care anymore of the carolina grind
and i have given up on life and lost my mind and i’m not fine
here’s a final message before i go
i never needed you either so don’t cry like you’re alone
you had people who cared, and me on the other hand
there is not one to love me you wouldn’t even understand
this is my final note i’m leaving so don’t treat it as a joke
because i never liked the world i always wanted it to choke
i have lived a life of torture, there were times when i was broke
and i hope the world will see this so they know that they lost a folk
this is my final note i’m leaving so don’t treat it as a joke
because i never liked the world i always wanted it to choke
i have lived a life of torture, there were times when i was broke
and i hope the world will see this so they know that they lost a folk
tell my mother i loved her no matter what i had told her
cuz if i never loved her i would never have loved to hold her
and tell my father the same cuz he is never to blame
if it was never for him my life would be filled up with shame
tell all of my friends f*ck them because they never were there
i hope that they never know cuz then they’ll act like they cared
maybe a few of them had concern but the others did not
and now my knife is all up to my chest worse than a blood clot
tell my brother he sucks, because he’s one of the reasons
that i’m k!lling myself, it wasn’t the hockey season
tell my sister she was cool no matter what i had said
i don’t want her to think it’s her fault when i’m bleeding and dead
i don’t know if they’ll cry, or if they will celebrate
all i know is that my life is filled with nothing but hate
and now i’m gone and they’ll most likely be happy without me
but it’s all cool cuz i will be in h*ll and they will be free
this is my final note i’m leaving so don’t treat it as a joke
because i never liked the world i always wanted it to choke
i have lived a life of torture, there were times when i was broke
and i hope the world will see this so they know that they lost a folk
this is my final note i’m leaving so don’t treat it as a joke
because i never liked the world i always wanted it to choke
i have lived a life of torture, there were times when i was broke
and i hope the world will see this so they know that they lost a folk
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