beyond my thoughts - heereez lyrics
beyond my thoughts lyrics
lyrics:
yeah i think that its sickening
the way i just be thinking things
am i playing a mental game
am i just a f*ckin p*wn
cannot tell my right from wrong
feelin different all along
sitting writing f*ckin songs
after that i hit my bong
and they constantly
watching me
but they will not say a word
and they see me as a f*ckin loner stoner doing work
is this pain all deserved and
will my verses ever be heard
are they only gonna play
my music when i leave this earth
and to whom it may concern
i really dont feel like living
but im kickin
so my future wife and all our f*ckin children
gon have houses to live in
they’ll have good lives and intentions
so while i try not to end it
im hoping that i’ll be winning
empty wallets and pockets
and i ain’t going to college
and i been living with knowledge
that i will never be acknowledged
im too honest
but im never f*ckin fine
its a sign of the times
cause every f*cking night
i keep on hoping that i die
when im facing the facts
got me thinking im trash
man i feel so invisible
but that feelings just typical
and the drugs are medicinal
cause they help me through my pain
i will never understand why this world
is full of hate
got me thinking and drinking
cause im beyond all my thoughts
taking shots
feeling lost
just holdin onto what i got
nothing left in the end of me
got me sippin my hennessy
world im living is fantasy
everybodys my enemy
i been drained of my energy
and the scars keep on diggin deep
when the reaper come finish me
i will pass away blissfully
suicidal
and the pain in waves its tidal
wishin i could be my idols
i dont want that f*ckin title
but its such a vicious cycle
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