
my demons - hashu lyrics
[verse 1]
i’m downing bottles like f-ck my liver
i cut my palms to paint a f-cking picture
then i let it all out to suffer quicker
tell my loved ones that i’m depressed
i try to find god
i’m only finding stress
always distant cause my minds a mess
down a bottle of these pills when its time to rest
like i died in my sleep and i came back
not many other people here can say that
believe me when i say that
i didn’t pray to god
but he prayed back
and i’ve seen h-ll
i’ve talked to god
i’ve had hope
i’ve lost it all
i tried to be an angle
but turned demon when the munts had called
[hook]
they make these drugs to take the pain away
so thank the dr. when they save the day
dr dr dr
thank you
i no longer feel alive
i no longer feel my mind
and all the thoughts i hear inside
like thank you for numbing me
memories that f-ck with me
of a girl who’s in love with me
are better with these drugs in me
so lets forget it all together
lets pretend we saw forever
let it end
no no no
f-ck that f-ck that
let it end
no
not ever
[verse 2]
nightmares on the daily
and dreaming on the nightly
i go to sleep
and wonder why if theres anybody like me
thats why when i wake up
i always wish i hadn’t
cause id rather die happy in this place that i’ve imagined
and its said that these things happen
acid tablets to see past the fact
i might not f-cking last in rap
if that happens ill blast a cap
but i think i just like the pain
yea its a game
playing tic tac toe
all by myself
across my veins
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