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been bad - hanneh barbareh lyrics

verse 1

(sha stimuli)

can i k!ll it?
by “it,” i mean that demon
that can sneak into your heart while you’ve been sleeping
the demons that will make a former creep start creeping
start seeking consultation, life is great and i don’t need it
but let me tell you
before i had a wife…i lived a rapper life
spending paper and catching flights, spitting crazy attracting hype
women praised me, i had to fight inner cravings, like parasites
i had this overbearing, insane, insatiable appetite
lord i used to want to be famous, so i was acting like
i had it, even times when i didn’t, so many active nights
we stood on couches, popping bottles, flashing lights
but it ain’t add happiness, i don’t think my math was right
started going over my verses
i see the reason why my joints were hard for people to purchase
talking ‘bout the industry doing me a disservice
i was bitter, i was broken, rapping and lacking purpose
it was bad
then my pockets started hurting
accounts kinda depleting
my days felt really dark and my hairline was receding
would me getting a job, mean that i’m a quitter, or is that another way of succeeding?
i felt like a homeless dude crooning on the corner, them poor singers
with hopes to strike a multi*milli deal like porzingis
but not from jumping high since i retired my idols was on the wire, watching bodie, loved marlo, adored stringer
…so i made a decision
i’m using hov’s first classic as my basic religion
i’m playing pusha t and malice while i slaved in the kitchen
i need some motivation, they ain’t spend a day in a prison
and still wrapped it, cooked it, weighed it, sold it, rapped all about it, exposed it, people chose it
loved it, bought it, copped it, voted them the nicest, had me writing bout mixing work with the soda
but instead i moved green like an agricultural chauffeur
and it sounds so dumb, ‘cause my cash is up now i’m older
but when i was trying to get it, the police pulled us over
had us standing on the shoulder of the road like it’s over
god k!lled those demons
verse 2

(redd lettaz)

i almost ruined a home, tried to justify
the doing of wrecking his because he nearly wrecked mine
his mrs. was fine and apparently so was mine, found out they made out three months before she died
ouch, i forgave we was getting closure
the fights were dying down, we were getting closer
then she died in my arms, left me exposed to…
the idea that maybe his wife didn’t know the…
two had an entanglement, so i pulled her to the side and told her all that i knew
she looked at me and said she already knew
and that this behavior from her hubby wasn’t new
we exchanged numbers and talking turned into nudes
i thought it was me, bbd
but she was only trying to get even, and cloudy nights of my grieving, couldn’t see it, plus i was lonely and trying to screw
she had me feeling like she was the next you know who
but she was never leaving, i was just her short relief and
once my conscience finally cl!cked, i knew this couldn’t do
twin daughters looking at me, i’da been a fool
it burns a bit she used my grieving as a tool
but i was vengeful, so i played a part in it too
funny part is they still living happily in bliss and had more kids while i’m still wishing that i never met the two
still a widower, what a fella to do
and still gave in after knowing what i knew
and saying that i’m only human is not an excuse
‘cause that’s the same excuse that demons they like to use
did i k!ll it?

- hanneh barbareh lyrics

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