only living girl in la - halsey lyrics
i’m the only girl alive in la county
i’m the only one who sees (ayy)
i wake up every day in some new kind of suffering
i’ve never known a day of peace
i wonder if i ever left behind my body (ooh)
do you think they laugh at how i die?
or take a photo of my family in the lobby
the ceremony’s small inside
’cause i don’t know if i could sell out my own funeral (ah*ah)
at least at this point in time
and if i ever try to leave behind my body
at least i know it was never mine, it was never mine
it was never mine
it was never mine
i’m the only girl alive in new york city
i left my wallet on the train
since i no longer even have a driver’s license
i guess that means i have no name (this is halsey)
and i could run away somewhere on the west coast
and finally be a real life girl
go take my organs and they’ll hang me from a bedpost
sayin’ i was too soft for this world
and they’d be right, because quite frankly it’d be like
a shooting k!ll me every day, but it does
i don’t know what i do to have this thing i’m drenched in
and i can’t even run from what i know
my special talent isn’t writing, it’s not singing
it’s feelings everything that everyone alive feels every day
feels every day, feels every day, feels every day
i think i’m special ’cause i cut myself wide open
as if it’s vulnerable to bleed
but i’m not lucky and i know i was not chosen
the world keep spinnin’ without me
i told my mother i would die by twenty*seven
and in a way i sort of did
this thing i love has grown, demanding and obsessive
and it wants more than i can give, than i can give, than i can give
than i can give
i’m the only girl alive in la county
i’ve never known a day of peace
i wake up every day, wish that i was different
i look around and it’s just me
it’s just me, it’s just me
ah*ah, ah*ah*ah
ooh, ayy
wee*ooh, wee*ooh, yeah*yeah
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