dead inside & suicide - gxnekii lyrics
[chorus]
dead inside
dead inside
suicide
suicide
dead inside
dead inside
suicide
suici*
[verse]
ay growing up i was mothaph*ckin introvert
all my bullies used to shove me in the d*mn dirt
spit on me, punching me, kicking me, then ripping off my d*mn shirt
being depressed is a real curse
hate coming home talking to myself like “what am i worth”
went to school with a switchblade
if anybody f*ck with me i swear i’m cutting out their vertebrae
all this pain i cannot maintain
mind filled with dark thoughts i swear that i’m going insane
life is really such a f*cking game
gun to my head i’m ready to blow my f*cking d*mn brain
it’s always him and her and never me
swear to god all my friends are my enemies
pain and depression is only the friend for me
hate my f*cking scars cause they all too deep
take all my pain
take all my pain away with 5 blunts
i honestly never had a shoulder just to lean on
taking these pain k!llers n*gga that’s what i be on
and i overdose since like the last month
since the last month
it was so hectic
told my ex girlfriend k!ll herself and i didn’t meant it
she couldn’t take the pain and i thought she would of managed
but she committed suicide and i honestly still regret it
i regret what i said
this sh*t so crazy
f*ck every girl in this world they all play me
put a gun to my face and i swear it won’t phase me
i’m ready for death empty the clip so it could k!ll me
so it could k!ll me
voices in my head told me i should die
friends ask me if i’m happy, i told them lies
making a note saying i did suicide
with a tape too so plug in the hdmi
[outro]
dead inside
dead inside
suicide
suicide
dead inside
dead inside
suicide
suicide
dead inside
dead inside
suicide
suicide
dead inside
dead inside
suicide
suici*
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