haze (hvn) - guerrilla warfare lyrics
day dreamin to lucy land
lucidly scramblin wakin’ myself up
coughing fits & cancer sticks again
bet i’m back on my bullsh-t my friend
i know you expected nothing less
but i can’t make do and mend
remember when i wasn’t so fixated with worry or tracking my loss in dividends?
yea i can sport you a smile but i feel deep down it’s all pretend
and now i fear the end
cuz maybe imma end
up alone somewhere for mental care in an inst-tution
all these thoughts that run through my brain
i can not contain em
im going insane
all of this fear that rots at my brain
f-ckin’ me up, burnin’ me down, lead me astray
all these thoughts that run through my brain
i can not contain em
im going insane
all of this fear that rots at my brain
f-ckin’ me up, burnin me down, lead me astray
i’ve been in a daze for days
stuck in a haze as i age
my record skips
i’ll blaze it away in haste just so that i can press play
this wave that im stuck on
oh where did i go wrong?
i don’t belong
think it won’t be long
im already singin my swan song
each time the flashbacks occur
they lash back worse
and i know these just words
but the panic’ll set in before i finish the verse
i can’t catch my breath
in over my head
sink in my bed with the feeling of dread
contemplating takin my medication
just dead instead, what a thought. now i’m pacing
back and forth
like a clock on the wall
as the the hour hand falls
and i sweat in withdrawal
i’m growing impatient of waiting for the end i’m creating
drowing
i forgot how to tread
drowning
i’m sinking in my head
drowing
i forgot how to tread
drowning
it’s consuming me and soon i’ll be dead
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