pain - grove lyrics
[chorus]
i swear my life is upside*down all right to keep me sane
i told myself i’d never turn back to the streets again
look into my eyes, all you see is pain
will i ever make it out before i go insane
these cliffs keep falling like the rain against the windowpane
so many thoughts up in my mind, i can’t relieve my brain
scared to close my eyes, i fear i’ll never sleep again
will i ever see the sun come out again, sun come out again
[verse 1]
generational curses, i’m tryna clean thе mess
my momma was a foster child, she wasn’t raisеd the best
now big momma wasn’t perfect, but she made the nest
pray her and momma cleared the air before she laid to rest
by the age of 25 my momma had four babies
before that time she gave me up and let my auntie raise me
it was a blessing and a curse, i miss my queen like crazy
a better shot at life, but somehow i started acting brazy
not too long i kicked it, then i seen my brother do it
my sister too, i blame myself, i had no home improvement
i think creation baby sister ain’t mentally lose it
[?] got lost up in that world, it wasn’t just us that knew it
around that time [?} and [?] was chillin
before katrina calling fema, had the city drippin
hated them n*ggas, they blew up while my lil brother slippin
sending me that checked on him and mom, i hope them boys forgive me
[chorus]
i swear my life is upside*down all right to keep me sane
i told myself i’d never turn back to the streets again
look into my eyes, all you see is pain
will i ever make it out before i go insane
these cliffs keep falling like the rain against the windowpane
so many thoughts up in my mind, i can’t relieve my brain
scared to close my eyes, i fear i’ll never sleep again
will i ever see the sun come out again, sun come out again
[verse 2]
the type of living made my heart proud off of broken women
i tried to save, i’ve tried to change, and now i know that’s it
can’t change n0body but yourself, i had to learn the difference
broken*hearted, i blame them, but i ain’t choose to listen
lesson learned, the pain and anger is only your mirror
i cheated five times, she cheated once, and i almost hit her
onto the one that got her away, she tried to marry me and mate
we even set ourselves a day, how could i let her slip away
take it back in south [?] dominican, came through with some humor
didn’t think too much about, beautiful, but she was my pupil
my homie safe from the beginning, but i denied all the rumors
don’t you abuse it, don’t you lose it, but i was young, so i slid right into it
we fell in love, another story, but i sent her packing
it ain’t like that, another time, i’ll tell you bout that action
didn’t meet again until four year and then i got you pregnant
we gave our child the [?] until this day i’m stressing
[chorus]
i swear my life is upside*down all right to keep me sane
i told myself i’d never turn back to the streets again
look into my eyes, all you see is pain
will i ever make it out before i go insane
these cliffs keep falling like the rain against the windowpane
so many thoughts up in my mind, i can’t relieve my brain
scared to close my eyes, i fear i’ll never sleep again
will i ever see the sun come out again, sun come out again
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