møving øn - grøund xrø lyrics
[verse i]
hard times
trying to compensate for my failures with a large t-the
told my mother i don’t believe in all these gray lines
must have broke her heart all i do is make my mom cry
tears of the wrong kind
late nights
got me overthinking about me and i hate i
want to leave my memories, but i always rewind
10 to go until the lonely demon will fall and die
who is it? never mind
no more lies
don’t understand it someone tell me why
don’t want to panic but i’m lost inside
i’m losing balance falling till i die
and it’s about d-mn time that i sat down and wrote this
trying to be an inspiration but i’m remaining hopeless
dreaming visionary, but i still don’t know where i’m going
i’m trying to elevate, but i won’t ever resort to rolling
and i know you’re relating, but you’re just blaming the system
adding to the situation only hurting not healing
just get all in your feelings
everyone is a villain
yet you wonder why your only resolution is k!lling
and i’m living prometheus as i give to the children
don’t care if you agree with me xrø, but you gone listen
if he’s speaking reality then his brother’s gone k!ll him
i try to live with a smile why do i drown in this feeling?
[build up}
my world’s going down, and it’s moving fast
i’m moving on but i’m feeling bad
leave me alone, rather you didn’t ask
i’m shielding my mind, but still my heart attacks
i was left on my own sometimes i want to die
i don’t need a grave cause i walk through the fire
i’m facing my demons, looking them in the eye
i’m moving on, just need a little time
[verse ii]
young bull born and raised in the suburbs started off broke in that red brick building
in my first few years only had one friend next door to the right we’re chilling
that television love it as kids and feeling alive i love that feeling
where did it all go wrong sometimes i feel down when i lie in remembrance
only like 5 years old
why adults be so cold?
got hit almost every single week they ain’t ever let me speak what was their goal?
they said i ain’t got no respect cause i stand up for myself
when they mad they be yelling out threats now i’m fearing for my health
fast forward to end of my fifth grade year came back home with some problems
been struggling for hours so i went to my mom asking if she’d help me solve em
i was stuck cause i really didn’t get it
her voice raised higher than the ceiling
and she stood up looked me in the eye and said…
[bridge]
why did you say that to me?
i cried then i had to leave
then came the war with you and me
[verse iii]
after that particular instance
i ain’t ever really asked for help
she always made me feel so useless
if couldn’t do it all myself
i never thought myself a saint as a child
but now i antic-p-te h-ll
and if i knew i was to die tomorrow
i just shrug it off like oh well
in the next few years i was never close
to anybody ‘round me cause i’d have to go
i was always knocked down treated like a ghost
i wasn’t even safe from it when i stayed at home
and i really tried my best to become a friend
to anybody that ever needed an open hand
but then i look at myself and see an empty man
and now i’m hating myself it happens all again
and when i look in the mirror i’m only feeling rage
i might just k!ll myself sick of seeing my broken face
i got no hope cause tomorrow’s bringing its own pain
why the h-ll am i living i need someone to blame
i’m sick of feeling i’m sick of hearing them sad songs
sick of hoping no longer trying to latch on
remember searching the closet for clips and hand guns
to put an end to the misery i’m better off gone
i really hate you
just wanna break you
what i’m screaming to myself
i’d thank you
for a bullet in my head
or a rope on my neck
or a blade to my chest
i’d thank you
but i can’t give up right now
no i gotta move on in life
i don’t even wanna sing this song
when i do i just really wanna cry
and i know you ain’t mean those words
but my heart’s been bruised and broken
is my life a blessing or curse
i’ll never know till my heart’s awoken
i don’t know if i’ll live here long
i don’t know if i’m weak or strong
am i better off here or gone
all i know is i love you mom
all i know is i love you mom
i do love you mom
[outro]
take my heart away, cause i’m moving on
i’m moving on
i don’t need you no more, cause i’m moving on
i’m moving on
take my heart away, cause i’m moving on
i’m moving on
i don’t need you no more, cause i’m moving on
i’m moving on
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