guilty - greydon square lyrics
[verse 1]
the visions of images of the hate i taught
friendships forfeited over the way i thought
distanced from the intimate instances of the pain i caused
project forgiveness from the slain i’ve fought
i was the worst brother, and even worse boyfriend
the type to hurt others, as he the cursed orphan
how can i sleepin in peace and dream of a better day?
with history of street violence upon my resume
the hardеst part is living with the choices
’cause i was contributor to thе poisons
i would take a clear and then limit it with distortions
i would take my pain and then give it a sick importance
my path was too attached to dark kismet
my heart missed it, while keeping everyone i knew at arm’s distance
i hope what you see now’s a stark difference
but i’m accounting for my parts in this, seeking harsh sentence
[chorus]
i’m guilty
no need for a plea or defense council, i’m guilty
i’m guilty
no need for debate or deliberation i’m guilty, (yeah, hah)
[verse 2]
worthless and aloof, violence was a language i was versed in since abuse
i remember nothin, except the numbness from the cries
my mother gave me the name of a f*ck that she despised
i was full*rejected, wearing the pain as camouflage
as every relationship i would learn to sabotage
i come from the anguish of the abandoned and forgot
took out on whoever was on the block
this continued in the army, i was depression and despair
volunteering my services for death and didn’t care
i went straight from juvi, ’cause it was that or serve the term out
facing down a weapons charge, outlook lookin burnt out
this wasn’t a movie, this was my family’s karmic debt
the lifelong affliction of a disgraceful army vet
heart be set with large regret, can hardly guess
i don’t know what else i’ll be charged with
[chrous]
but i’m guilty
no need for a plea or defense council, i’m guilty
i’m guilty
no need for debate or deliberation, i’m guilty
[verse 3]
an adolescent*minded hoodlum
i refused people my help, said no, when i knew i could’ve
i didn’t know then but aggression was my default
any energy less than respect and i would tee*off
i hate to admit, but i’ve told secrets
and i’ve cut good people off for no reason
a whole heathen, who broke every law below treason
who cursed every god and known season
what else has gotta stick?
i’m self*obsessed, absorbed, and wreck a lot of sh*t
i’ve been just as selfish as any spoiled only child
been a greedy and scheming ferangi on the prowl
to the average christian? i’m a filthy sinner
to the muslim? [?] kafir must meet allah, front and center
no nirvanas or can’t heavens but if they did ever exist?
i own every transgression as
[chrous]
guilty
no need for a plea or defense council, i’m guilty
i’m guilty
no need for debate or deliberation, i’m guilty
guilty
guilty
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