conflicted - gray tuesday lyrics
(verse 1)
all the things our parents make us do
i don’t know which path i should choose
should i be happy? should i disappoint?
should i give in or should i make a point?
i always say that i am fine
but deep down i know i am lying
i don’t know what i have anymore
then i think of my friends and some more
at night, laying down in my bed
should i be alive or should i be dead?
i am fearing the color red
i never hear things that should be said
feeling like i have nothing left
should i give more or should i just give less?
indecisive choices i make
am i a just big mistake?
mistake
mistake
it’s the times like these when i get down on my knees and beg you please
don’t let me give in
please don’t let me give in
i am trying my hardest
i know that i’m not the smartest
but going through times like these
will always be the hardest
i’ve tried so many times to tell you-
it’s not the crimes that k!ll you
but it’s the rhymes that feel you
does this feel right to you
i am at loss for words
i didn’t know that this would hurt
listen to music, dig the dirt
make my grave, then call the he-rs-
(verse 2)
cancel the he-rs-
cancel the plans
cancel everything
cause here i am
i’m not dead
no, i’m not dead
i’m not gone
and here i am
i’m still here
for more years
turned my past
right into tears
faced my fears
now they’re gone
and i’m strong enough to be here and
write this song
thankful for all i got
you’re everything that i’m not
now i give everything i’ve got
hopefully one day i’m on top
not gonna give up
no not today
i will see another day
so believe me when i say
i am fine because
this time i’m not lying
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