assimilation i - grace abnormal lyrics
part 1
[verse 1]
only writing this all out to remember who i’m supposed to be
but i think to remember you have to have the memory
truthfully i never really had my own identity
just stole it off anyone who would say that that they were friends with me
i’ve been mirroring their every move
except i can’t speak the truth
we keep hoping i’ll improve
been four years and nothing’s moved
stanzas wrought with same thoughts i always have
redundant music only so many ways i can tell you that i’m doing bad
life support still chugging still strapped to this bed
munchausen the diagnosis this music’s all in my head
iou on the canvas
stanzas wrought with monotony
only one thought on my mind
you’ll win once you’ve finally forgotten me
i’m sorry
used your voice to project my false truths
it’s just an imitation of art
just influence nothing new
stupid piece of sh*t but i know i can’t stand by that excuse
it’s not decay it’s suicide the cycle broken but it’s not a loop
part 2
[verse 2]
spiral staircase
i went down another level
sinking through the floor
try to find purpose in these tempos
spiral staircase
i went down another floor
face feeling heavy
veins burning from the life support
why won’t you just let me leave?
can you please let me leave?
i want to see the sun again
i want to see what you see
cold wind constant off the river
face is heavy again
sky reflecting off the water
i could be there again
never hit the bottom there’s always another level down
got out of the house just to find an empty town
power lines like spider*webs they just hold me in place
constant wind off the spiral i feel it wearin on my face
sinking feeling i don’t want to see the bottom
sinking feeling i don’t want to see the bottom
sinking feeling i don’t want to see the bottom
sun is absent from the sky but the water never darkened
[verse 3]
must’ve missed the rapture
only one on the ground
powerlines my life support
they’re making sure i stay down
your crowns glisten in the sky
i feel the lack of weight on mine
only weight i have is this mask
the only thing i have is time
waiting for my wings to grow
waiting for my time to leave
i wait with these rotting houses
i wait with this constant breeze
i wait around and think of how much i wasted
tethered to the ground thinking how the sky must have tasted
not good enough to be taken
[chorus]
try my hand at painting but my craftsmanship is poor
convinced i have something worth saying i paint one more
another failure torn canvas on the floor again
another failure i get up and try the door again
try my hand at painting but my craftsmanship is poor
convinced i have something worth saying i paint one more
another failure torn canvas on the floor again
another failure i get up and try the door again
try my hand at painting but my craftsmanship is poor
convinced i have something worth saying i paint one more
another failure torn canvas on the floor again
another failure i get up and try the door again
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