under pressure - gomillz lyrics
don’t look down now
see i been goin’ through some things
i can finally write ’em down now
it’s been a while, it’s been locked up in my brain
to keep it real, i been silent through this whole thing
cause i could see my fam hurtin’, i’m like “no way!”
but now i’m sittin’ and i’m dealin’ with my own pain
like “how the f-ck cancer take her outta all things?”
i lost my aunt one day before beats n bars
tears streamin’ as i’m flying down them boulevards
i just needed an escape cause i was feelin’ lost
felt like i was gon catch a charge
one thing i know about this word, is that life is lost
still hurts no matter who you are
was in my hotel sippin’ my mind really trippin’
and i can’t even tell her that i miss her
i been feelin’ under pressure
and i been distancing myself, cause i don’t want no f-cking lecture
just need to introspection, i feel so f-ckin’ selfish
was out chasing my dreams, while she was getting sick
i didn’t even take a day off
maybe that’s the reason i can’t sleep, cause she been watching over me
prayin’ that your boy get this pain off (i feel you though)
and speakin’ of this pressure though, i think it’s time that i let you know
that it’s time for me to start having kids, and i’m scared to have a son cause my father wasn’t here
and i already know there’s some things that i’m lackin’
like sometimes i hardly really ever show comp-ssion
and i don’t even know if that’s a trait i could be p-ssing
and to some degree, i’ve grown accustomed to the madness
the sh-t is saddening
people i look up to, they’ve been status’d
n-ggas got rap sheets as long as i been rappin’
world on my shoulder, i’ll never complain, make it happen
fans acting like “millz, you lost your p-ssion”
but f-ck rappin’, life happens so rapid
i gotta stay present, though this sh-t ain’t gift wrapped man
gotta stay patient till it’s time, but the time has it, that it’s my time and i gotta have it
been k!lling sh-t for so many summers, wreakin’ havoc
but i have i wasted all of this time that’s been p-ssing?
they say that doubt comes with grind, i can’t be p-ssive
but is it worth losing my mind if i don’t catch it?
especially when it comes to these i make magic
man, look, i just need more hours in a day and more money in the safe, feeling like i’m on an island but i’m tryna make a wave
i’m under pressure man…
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