my journey never stops - goldielocks lyrics
no grief to our hurt its ok its ok
they tell us to wipe our tears cause all of are fears will soon disappear
telling us this and that you can’t cause we all believe in one fact and thats
our own they calling but we tryna be alone man we stone cold to the bone
shh can’t you hear that another gun fire another broken heart
from all the lies another mother
crying because she found out her child got raped all of this sh*t man its
insane that we can’t even find the words to try and explain and we say
to our selves no grief to are hurt its ok its ok
but no we are in pain and i know cause i feel the same
walking on top as i suddenly come to a quick stop as my innocence is
taken as he does what he does with no care looking up at my own prayers
leaving my mind with nightmares i keep that a secret hoping
these fears won’t turn into tears keeping quit i shouldn’t have denied it now
im left with a disguise trying so hard with different signs so much pain
and i couldn’t speak i was to scared to face my parents and what they would
say feeling like they wouldn’t believe me or even worse they would judge
me for a fake believe so i let my mind leave looking for the first thing
that pleased me until i took it into bad hands running away was never the
plan being in the streets was where my heart grew so
now i’m stuck as i take the game in i face the things that some fear making
it through day by day as drugs hit my brain outside appearance is not the
same the pale skin and scr*pped knees bruises up and down my body
from the beating everyday i walk the same way making money is all i do
for them not for me it makes me sick but i can’t leave because there is
always a fee praying on my knees for a better week but i
need to be with my family making my childhood set free
but that topic i always leave on freeze running around with a drug k!ll and
hoe crown making this my final background i dont know what was
headed my way as i continue to move making the wrong i face something
that makes me feel strong a gun to my head thoughts ponder as i
know next is death but im giving a chance of life from the man up in the
sky running to my prostitute life never question why as i fall asleep and
wake up in a bad mind ready to start my day with no complaint i tremble
into the wrong lane as my body feels with pain and my hands are rapped
with chains seeing my mom filled with hurt as she grabs me by my arm
saying natalie i know these times are rough but you are loved at home
your sisters cry everyday that your away its taugh for them to focus at
school because all they wanna know is why you left them alone
with a increasing drain in there heart and me and dad with a hole
in our soul all these questions and more just stop now cause im not
coming home so squish all the memories this right here is only temporary
so imma go where they take me then im out the door and back to the game
bored playin it fake through the program like i said i came back
to the game bored and it was different this time but in the same way
and the same pace i did it my own way making my own pay having
my own say but my body still ached my heart slowly molding into
stone soon to crack and fall to the floor breaking rules to the core
hurting others stealing from rich and k!lling the poor this lasted long in
my way but in the real world it ran fast through a storm finding my way to
hope help and determination i was stuck so i took it in this time
and i shared my fear that many dont wanna hear but they listened
making relationship stronger with my parents seeing my mom cry is what
made my body cold thats when i shut my old choices down turning my
frown to a smile and my fist to a hug to make up for the years and the tears
to earn the trust i deserve i need to be strong and make my future journey
full of hard work, dedication and sk!ll and independence is the first bill
now this is my devotion my story and my continuous remake
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