a glimpse of the sunrise from the water's edge - glexander lyrics
ice cold room
pain in my throat as i leave my tomb
eye twitches looking right at you
i’ll see you at the icu
i don’t know why you looked my way
your empty promises fill my brain
can’t see your eyes as you swear “always”
can’t trust your lips when they kiss the rain
look in the mirror but i don’t see me
only whatever you want me to be
constantly shifting, i got no foundation
the void opens up and i dream of d*mnation
nirvana’s gate on a distant shore
but the tides are gone, so i’m done for
drifting about on the aimless seas
waiting out for the nameless bees
to take me away to flowers of purple
while i tread water, swimming in circles
pointlessly fighting against my fate
keep my eyes open so i don’t see your face
december nights feelin’ more painful than they did before
flashbacks of you getting so difficult to ignore
yet my memories of your voice get harder to remember
why can’t the beauty last forever?
give up the fight, embrace the loop
“shoot.”
“how are you doing?”
“you know everything”
“how long has this been going on for?”
“i don’t know”
“i don’t get it”
“maybe i do”
one number haunts my dreams, but still i won’t admit it
this cycle beats me down despite how much that i resist it
i got this endless obsession with unreachable perfection
in my search for the truth i’ve made my own deceptions
trying to confess that my reality is a lie
maybe if i let the truth out, i could start feeling alive
or perhaps i could escape back to july
when i had some aspirations, high off my own supply
i don’t wanna waste my time with you any longer
but yet i keep on zoning out, and i’m left to ponder
why i continue to squander my time hung up on the past
holding on so desperately like it’s my only raft
let down so many times, i’ve given up on expectations
stupid f*cking limba, sh*t’s become a fixation
words are running low, losing meaning and my purpose
start to question if i fought for your love in earnest
exhaustion catching up to me, sh*t’s like 3 am
worried i’ll push those who love me away again
or perhaps i already have, and this is the result
as a kid, always wishin’ that i could be an adult
cigarettes out on the dash as i swerve from lane to lane
vision obscured from all of the falling rain
windshield wipers busted, left seeing through the droplets
trying my hardest just to keep my only promise
yet my memories of your voice get harder to remember
why can’t the beauty last forever?
fighting for my life, or is it yours, i’m not quite sure
either way, don’t know how much longer i can endure
but in the end, it all comes down to this unspoken truth
i’ll never f*cking escape from inside the brok*
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