chocolate milk - glas lyrics
used to jump right outta bed
but now, i depend on alarms to my head
used to share bunks with my brother
but now, we been living apart from each other
we’d run down the hallway
reach up for a cup, and fill it the whole way
chugging the nestle
chocolate stains on our shirts
back then, it was ok
now, i look in the mirror in the morning
it’s a daily reminder, i’m lonely
my hat used to go backwards
but lately, it’s lowering
i’m tryna hide it
but i miss the days of us riding
bikes on the streets, we opted for bare feet
living care free, i can’t hide it
cause
back then, i was somebody else
back then, i was more of myself
back then, was the peak of my mental health
that was when nate didn’t need nothing else
never worried, life had only ever gone well
back then, smiles were up and frowns were down
back then, all of our family was hanging around
back then, didn’t care how my voice would sound
it bothers me now
i’m hitting record, tryna to figure it out
i’m hitting record, tryna figure it (woah)
i can’t figure it out
i used to think ten bucks was so much
now, it’s just lunch
use to save up for like three months
to buy new topps of the phillies runs, yeah
mom used to read in the living room
as me, and my brother drew
when we finished school
we’d hop on the phone or knock on the doors, cause all we knew was
playing with nick
being stupid, throwing sticks
being kids
yeah, that memory sticks
but now i’m stuck
scrolling through pixels for dopamine hits, yeah
i need my phone close to me if i’m needing my fix
my visioned was fixed
but now, i’ve been changing personas like outfits
putting on what i once wore
but it don’t fit, reluctant to fold it
always bulking, tried to quit
i kept growing, sizing up quick
i’m same kid, but at the same time
back then, i was somebody else (somebody else)
back then, i was more of myself
back then, was the peak of my mental health
that was when nate didn’t need nothing else
never worried, life had only ever gone well
back then, smiles were up and frowns were down
back then, all of our family was hanging around
back then, didn’t care how my voice would sound
it bothers me now
i’m hitting record, tryna to figure this out
i’m hitting record tryna figure it (woah)
every time, every day, every night
can’t figure it out
never followed the steps for lego sets
made our own stuff without a sweat
when i stopped playing, i struggled creating
these days, i’ve been hating that i let
wrestling with dad
become wrestling with regrets
in trying to be more
only saw i was my best when i had less
now, i’m so stressed ’cause
summer nights with a ball on a bat
we’d play ’til the sun rolled back
in the day we would splash in our pool
that was back before we lost
now, i’m scared of the water
a mirror to my darkness
i picked up the phone to my fear and since then we been talking
safer as just me
what he promised
but now i think if we being honest
chorus
back then, i was somebody else (somebody else)
oh, i was somebody else (uh)
back then, i was more of myself, man (yeah)
you know, sometimes when i look back i can get distracted
get so caught up in the past, i get trashing the present asking
why does it feel like every year is less and less of a blessing?
man, i’m playing life by ear
but the voice i hear is more and more depressing
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